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"We shouldn't go. We'll all die—we need to go back," he'd said, in the midst of panic.
The clock shattered, and the binding chain was torn from the sole survivor's chest, the light of their shared guiding star now forever out of reach.
Being spared is by no means a form of mercy. A destiny had been written for him, after all, and she would make certain he'd fulfill it. It's only a matter of time before he accepts his place at her side.
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17 Mar 2026
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Perhaps because it was easier to imagine Kromer with her bruised knees as a rowdy, hungry older classmate, with her eroded pupils and sun-bleached hair and a trained whistle. Easier to imagine that her being in his same class despite being a couple years older was a consequence of this ruptured life and not some deliberate action. Easier to imagine that sinister smirk shining with perverse youthful satisfaction over shoving a boy's face on a toilet and flushing than to try to think about—about everything that he would find out later. Even in his mind such judgment came with pause, not out of any pity for her—she deserved no less than hell—but because Sinclair still found himself loath to turn over the stone of his own self to find this much resentment still in there.
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17 Mar 2026
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Silence follows. He can feel Kromer’s fingers digging into his knee. Against his will he swallows again, trying not to let his nerves get the better of him.
“Sinclair,” she says, somehow making his name sound even longer this time than the last. Stretched out like taffy, amusement and disbelief behind every savored syllable. “Sinclair. Don’t tell me you’ve never done it before.”
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14 Mar 2026
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Ritsu drawls, “You want me to stalk you, break into your home, and psychologically torture you before sexually assaulting you? Without telling you when, so that it'll be a surprise?”
Mika flushes. “W-well, when ya put it that way, it sounds a lot more embarrassin'...! Just... treat it like one o' those cheesy horror pornos, y'know?”
“You're lucky I love you, Mikarin. That's a lot of work.”
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19 Feb 2026
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"Bleak, meaningless and painful." Since his childhood, Lord Itsuki's life has barely been more than than. Any hope of finding happiness long forsaken, his only reason to keep living is but a vague sense of duty.
That is, until a flicker of light, embodied in a mysterious dancer, shone through the dark at a masked ball hosted by his house. How foolish it would be to chase after it, and yet, forgetting it was not an option he would ever consider.
An alternative Victorian setting in which Mika pulls Shu out of despair and allows him to find fulfillment (and love) in his life.
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11 Feb 2026