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and then life was beautiful. by pains for Aerica_Menai
Fandoms: 名探偵コナン | Detective Conan | Case Closed
19 Dec 2021
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“And then his neighbour grins at him and suddenly all resemblance between them is lost. The guy’s got dimples, and they suit him a lot. His grin is broad and bright, like he was born to smile.”
The person that moves into the unit beside Shinichi’s is loud.
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when the rain washes you clean, you’ll know. by pains
Fandoms: 人渣反派自救系统 - 墨香铜臭 | The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù
08 Oct 2020
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Breathing hurt, standing still hurt. Everything hurt.
But the pain was nothing compared to the utter despair and heartache he felt, standing in the depths of this hell, betrayed. The cold hateful look of the man he loved imprinted in his brain. It was the last look he’d ever seen before the earth swallowed him.
Luo Binghe has a nightmare.
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i'm all for you, body and soul. by pains
Fandoms: 黄金台 - 苍梧宾白 | Golden Stage - Cāng Wú Bīn Bái
06 Oct 2020
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He’ll have to deal with the Empress Dowager—his husband’s sister—stealing disapproving looks at him as if it was his idea to come to Court and show off how loved he is.
Fu Shen has scars. Yan Xiaohan finds something else to put his mouth on.
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i want to be with you all of the time. by sanctify (pains) for maketea
Fandoms: Miraculous Ladybug
08 Mar 2020
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oh yeah, all day and nighttime yours, leave me never
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I'm not gettin' in the Addison Lee by Anonymous
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
24 Nov 2025
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Neuvillette, happily married with three children, goes viral on the internet for openly yearning for a hot guy singing in Marcotte Mall.
The guy is his husband.
Neuvillette @Neuvillette2939395 • 23m
My name is Neuvillette. I am the man in the navy overcoat, and my husband is the singer at Marcotte Mall. We are married. We are not estranged lovers, we are not each other’s forbidden paramours, we did not have a ‘messy break up,’ and NEITHER of us are dying. Please, let me reiterate. We are MARRIED, WITH CHILDREN.
Neuvillette @Neuvillette2939395 • 20s
LEAVE MY HUSBAND ALONE.Series
- Part 1 of Influencer AU
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Bookmarked by pains
12 Dec 2025
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the fic that introduced me to wriolette man
also new song added to my liked on spotify too it has been on loop for Days
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They quietly fit pieces together for a few minutes more before Nahida speaks again, not tearing her eyes away from the challenge. "You love him."
"Yes," Al-Haitham confirms.
A pause, and then an amendment. "You choose him."
"Yes. And he chooses me."
"What a wonderful thing to be wanted," Nahida says wistfully.
Kaveh and Al-Haitham, on wanting.
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Bookmarked by pains
07 Dec 2025
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the way nahida's godhood distressed me in such a way—you could really feel her sorrow because she's a god. she's seen some serious shit. but these two humans showing her that it's okay to be what she wants to be. showing her that she's wanted.
and then the two of them together. i love how fate brought them together, but instead of coming and going, of separating forever after their thesis... they choose to come back. they choose to be kaveh-and-alhaitham. i love that
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Al-Haitham stands up too and uses the few inches he has over Kaveh to lean over him. "I suppose so. Thank you, Kaveh."
He doesn't know what compels him to do it—maybe it's the electric-hot pulse still thrumming through his veins from Kaveh's touch, his gentle fingers skating along the edges of his gloves, a heel tapping against his calf—but all Al-Haitham knows that it is Kaveh, on the edge of his peripheries, dancing just out of view, and he leans forward to place a single, delicate kiss along the bridge of his nose. Right along the freckles dotting his skin like stars.
The effects are immediate. A blush spreads like a wildfire along Kaveh's skin, which has always been a little too telling for Al-Haitham, and he splutters, blinking rapidly. "Why did you—"
He touches his nose in something akin to wonder, looking at Al-Haitham almost shyly, who grins and resolves immediately to learn how to be gentle if this is how he can make Kaveh come undone in return for peeling Al-Haitham apart like a ribbon with every glancing touch.
Five times Al-Haitham kisses Kaveh on the nose and one time Kaveh returns the favor.
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Bookmarked by pains
07 Dec 2025
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my poor tender heart cannot handle more of this and yet it craves more
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If this happened before Alhaitham realized his longing feelings for Kaveh, he would immediately push him off with complaints. But now, knowing that he intends to be with him for the rest of his life, he lets himself indulge.
“I can’t focus,” he whispers.
Kaveh’s hands caress his waist in up-and-down motions. “Didn’t know I had that effect on you,” he muses.
“You always did.”
Or, the short list of physical affections that Alhaitham and Kaveh try together.
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- Part 2 of learn to wrap your arms around me
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“I thought you said you could resist me.” Kaveh playfully knees Alhaitham in the stomach with a teasing expression.
Alhaitham tries to think of an excuse. He really does. But with Kaveh staring at him with reddened lips, his chest still heaving from the previous events, all he can admit is, “I lied.”
People tend to wonder how Alhaitham can resist Kaveh. The answer is that he can't. Rather, he fails miserably trying.
Bookmarked by pains
21 Nov 2025
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a completely smitten alhaitham that cannot control how much he adores kaveh. it's wonderful. when all the false sharpness you've had to employ to keep him around are no longer needed, all that's left is devotion. and he is hopelessly devoted to kaveh. the way he can't seem to keep his hands to himself, the way he cannot allow any type of distance anymore. the way he has made a home for kaveh in his heart and how he himself has made kaveh's heart, his arms, his body, his home.
they can't resist each other, kaveh just, surprisingly, knows how to hide it better.