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Regulus despises feeling small. So, he secludes himself behind masks and lies, and hides from himself the parts of his heart he doesn't like. He tailors his heart of anything that might make him small, and he locks away everything that weakens him.
Except he's human, and some weknesses are too great to ignore.
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"I feel the anger cutting slowly through my heart, and it burns like fire // I can sense the violence, deep within your silence" (Say Something, by Anna Blue)
Sirius hated the silence. He was loud so he didn't have to listen to it. He surrounded himself with noise and lively people so he'd never be quiet.
Sirius was way too loud.
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Regulus Black died at 19 years old, being pulled under the cold currents by inferi and thinking of his brother. Sirius Black died at 36, falling through the veil of death and thinking of his brother -- but not of Regulus.
He hadn't thought about Regulus for a long time, although he was always tucked away in the corners of his mind, taking up space in his chapped heart.
That was, until he died. And then there was no running away from Regulus and all the hidden feelings. He saw his little brother for the first time in years, and they fought viciously, because what else are they supposed to do? Talk?
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"Our happy ending…" Laudna mused after a minute, breaking the comfortable silence, "it's so nice, to think about it."
"Hmm," Imogen hummed as a response, still in that dazed feeling of fulfillment.
"I've been thinking a lot about it, actually. And about… you and I." Imogen's breath catched, and she looked up at Laudna expectantly. Laudna shifted her weight from one foot to another, and bit her own lip, like she was looking for words. "I mean, we're… we are more than just best friends, aren't we?"
Or: Imogen and Laudna realize they've been living a queerplatonic relationship this whole time and were too dumb and useless ti address it.
WRITTEN BEFORE EPISODE 51!!!
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In the middle of the battle they were all waiting for, the battle to protect Earth, their home, Sendak captured them. He locked them up, and Keith was useless and too scared to be their leader.
Keith has always been careful and patient when it came to Lance. He had a reputation of scaring people and pushing everyone away, and he couldn't risk it with Lance. Still, when the one person he loves is in danger, scarred and in pain, he loses control. And all that care becomes just as useless as he himself. He couldn't protect him.
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Crimson Rivers. by tsukiways for bizarrestars
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
09 Apr 2024
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Regulus Black tinha quinze anos na primeira vez que seu nome foi chamado em uma colheita. Ele tem vinte e cinco anos quando isso acontece com ele novamente. Muita coisa mudou nesse tempo, e uma delas é que ele está pronto para fazer o que for preciso para chegar em casa. Nada nem ninguém o impedirá, nem mesmo James Potter.
James Potter não tem planos de impedir Regulus Black de voltar para casa. Na verdade, seus planos giram em torno do oposto. Ele tem seus motivos, mas escolheu tirar Regulus da arena, mesmo sabendo que seria a última coisa que faria.
Sirius Black tinha dezesseis anos quando se ofereceu para ocupar o lugar de seu irmãozinho na arena. Aos vinte e seis anos, sem a opção de fazer isso de novo, ele não tem escolha a não ser ser o mentor de seu irmão e melhor amigo, sabendo que apenas um deles pode voltar.
Dois nomes chamados, um mentor à beira de desmoronar e mais segredos e sofrimento entre todos eles do que eles sabem como lidar. Nenhum deles está preparado para o que vem a seguir, ou até onde irão para sobreviver.
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25 Oct 2025
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Sleeping didn't come as easy as it used to. Bokuto knew this, and now Akaashi did, too.
The hospital AU that no body asked for, but that I took upon myself to write.- Language:
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08 Apr 2025
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the tortured scientists department by zonnie
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
14 Dec 2024
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The ink hadn’t even dried up on Jayce’s PhD diploma when the job offer landed in his inbox. Prestigious, well-funded, and in a country he had never even considered moving to. At the time, it had seemed like the opportunity of a lifetime.
But being there now, staring at a stack of unread emails, most of them marked urgent in varying degrees of exaggeration, Jayce wonders if he’d been a little too eager to say yes.
He came here to innovate, teach, and change the game, but lately, it feels like he spends more time fighting bureaucracy than breaking ground.
And there’s also Viktor.
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Jayce tries to keep his longings locked, but fails miserably
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22 Feb 2025
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it's a long road to wisdom by Nepenthene
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
09 Jan 2025
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Jayce and Viktor have been invited to a party. As usual, Jayce tries to convince Viktor to come. As usual, Viktor says no.
Until he says yes, that is. And no one is more surprised by that change of heart than Viktor himself.
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20 Feb 2025
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Coming Home (But Not to You) by queercatfan
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Dec 2024
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When Viktor makes the reluctant decision to move back to Piltover after six years to be a professor at The Academy, he's forced to share an office with none other than his former lab partner Jayce Talis, the very man who caused him to leave Piltover in the first place.
(modern professors AU)
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- Part 1 of Coming Home (But Not to You)
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16 Feb 2025