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    Sayeon's vision is dimming, losing colour, but the only thing she can focus on is how beautiful Ryujin looks right now, and how lovely it would be to die by her hands.

    Or: Sayeon tries to solve the mystery of Ryujin's gift. Instead, she realizes she likes the way Ryujin punches her.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    so hot

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    Years. It has been years, yet it could’ve been yesterday they were sitting side by side, thigh to thigh, eye to eye, filled with a contentment that their future selves have lost. Maybe it would be enough to have that again. Maybe correctness has no place here—has never been the ultimate goal between them—and Alhaitham finds himself asking a very different question than intended.

    “How would you like to come home?”

    Alhaitham loathes interruptions. (All except one).

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    “I can’t believe the day’s already here! Oh, you must be so happy!” says Auntie Faridha, clasping his hand in between both of hers.

    “Of course, the bangles he chose are absolutely gorgeous — custom made, I think he said.” Kaveh can’t stop himself from smiling, listening to the aunties ooh and ahh at his words.

    …What day exactly is she referring to?

    Kaveh wasn't expecting Alhaitham's gift, and certainly not the reactions he'd get about it.

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    24 Dec 2024

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    bollywood haikaveh is so cute

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    An abandoned archon vessel learns what it means to be human.

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    09 Jul 2023

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    my favorite fic to ever exist. my #1
    (i think this is my millionth time editing this bookmark but shh....)
    anyway. i cannot, in any way, put into words how BEAUTIFUL and RAW this fic is. genuinely........ my heart was RIPPED APART and then SEWN BACK TOGETHER!!!!!!! reading this. insanely talented author sirihans. dude.
    the exploration of scara's suicidal ideation and self-harm.... im so happy its js so perfectly crafted i love love LOVEEE it when people talk about scara's depression/suicidal ideation. seeing this being expanded on especially in a fic this good is so important to me. the delve into his deep rooted desire to be human, to have a heart. the period of time in which he IS a human in this fic and does indeed have a beating, human heart, which is ALL he's ever ever ever wanted in his 500 years, just for it to be taken away from him again is just destroying my heart. scara take my heart instead.

    chapter 19, ei vs. kunikuzushi, will forever be my favorite. no they would not be healed instantly.... their relationship was depicted SO well and it broke my heart. mother and son UGH. my heart hurts so much... and their hug at the end of the chapter? i cried so so so hard.

    "and youre the muse i dedicated five years to [...] i solved cases for him, while i slew a god for you." YOU DONT UNDERSTAND. THIS QUOTE KILLED ME.
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    "how could i follow the wind when youve tainted the air i breathe?" oh. my. god. the way this js........ oh my god OH MY GOD im speechless
    anyway
    genuinely this fic is so beautiful and so agonizing and has etched itself into the confines of my soul like seriously.
    i love scara i love kazuha i love no password no poison bc this, this is THE #1 most amazing work i have ever read in my entire life. i feel blessed to have read this
    finally thank you for attending my kazuscara no password no poison yapathon. GOODBYE!!!!

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    Hinata finds that he likes standing close to Kageyama on buses and trains. It doesn't mean anything--probably. Maybe.

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