19 Bookmarks by pavl

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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    Sieun’s hair was soft.Softer than Seongje had expected.And he smelled like Seongje’s shampoo—the citrusy one with the faint hint of mint—and something about that made his chest tighten, in a quiet, pleasant way.

    The world outside the apartment seemed to disappear.No buzz of phones, no notifications, no questions.Just the hush of breath and the warmth between them.

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    30 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 70

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    “I’d like you to write letters,” she said. “To anyone you’d like. Someone you miss, someone you’re angry with, even yourself. You don’t have to send them. Just… write what you’d want to say if you could.”

    Or, Suho’s therapist tells him to start writing letters.
    And some things, once read, can’t be taken back.

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    13/?
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    06 Jan 2026

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    05 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 2

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    go hyuntak decides to write in his moldy 7th grade notebook, writing about seongje who left him

    for seongtakfest day 4!!

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    6/?
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    05 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 23

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    Sieun is top of all his classes and never fails to make every step he takes mean something. Under the surface, he carries a deep weight of guilt.
    Suho, on the contrary, wastes his life and college funds away and forces his body to the edge of destruction, not giving a crap where his feet take him. He has a couple of issues of his own.
    So when these polar opposites stumble by each other at a coffee shop, something shifts in Sieun's life, and Suho is captivated. Sieun's life wasn't supposed to go like this. Suho doesn't mind the change.

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    Chapters:
    10/?
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    04 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 4

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    "Sieun wasn’t everything in Suho’s life.
    At least, he shouldn’t be — as much as Sieun wished he were.
    He was afraid of thinking like that. Consciously scared of the thought of being easily replaced. Deep down, scared, not solely of his selfishness, but of all the feelings bubbling inside of him, threatening to taint his love for Suho.
    He wanted it to be pure. He wanted it to be the best part he had and only that, but he himself was tainted. Unwanted thoughts were always there, lingering, shaping him into who he was."
    Sieun decides to leave Suho behind, but rather than choosing distance, wouldn’t it be better if he could learn that he, too, was worthy of being loved?

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    02 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 31

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    On a quiet rooftop after school, Suho and Sieun finally confront the unspoken tension between them.

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    29 Dec 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 9

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    It's an eerily quiet Sunday morning on tour and Jiyong is wondering just when he started to feel so old.

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    23 Sep 2025

  9. Public Bookmark 7

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    Seunghyun is a doctor who doesn't do relationships, and Jiyong is his patient who keeps coming back with bruises on his hands.

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    Comments:
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    22 Sep 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 9

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    22 Sep 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 15

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    There always seems to be something in the air between them, and Jiyong can't help but wonder what would happen if he were to reach for it.

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    1/1
    Comments:
    6
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    1,888

    22 Sep 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 7

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    He rarely talked to his family. The draft of his book was rejected by every publisher he tried to contact. His last boyfriend left him three months prior, taking half of Jiyong’s cash with him, not mentioning his pack of cigarettes and favourite lighter, the one shaped like a pistol he got from his sister for his twenty sixth birthday. His bills were due and he barely had the money to buy food. Whenever he looked into the mirror, he could see more of his ribs beneath his skin and the dark roots under his red hair. He wanted to curl up in the gutter and die, preferably in a quick way.

    Not really the right mood for a party at his friend’s house.

    Inspired by Sylvia Plath's "Mad Girl's Love Song"

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    20 Sep 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    With another huff and a smirk that slides off as soon as it comes, Jiyong asks: “D’you really want your last words to me to be you giving me an attitude?” His eyes slip shut again like he can’t help it, and Seunghyun’s heart feels already-frozen, like he’s been gutted open, placed on some cold slab of an autopsy table months from now – whenever their bodies are found.

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    19 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 6

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    And I've always lived like this
    Keeping a comfortable distance
    And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content
    With loneliness
    Because none of it was ever worth the risk
    Well, you are the only exception

    Or

    How Jiyong fell in love with Seunghyun.

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    Comments:
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    6
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    15 Sep 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 19

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    A love unspoken, a desire restrained—caught in the push and pull of longing and fear. Jiyong reaches for the moon, but the closer he gets, the further Seunghyun drifts. One night, blurred by alcohol and unguarded confessions, the distance between them disappears. But morning brings silence, cold sheets, and the weight of what should have never happened. Now, in the light of reality, they must pretend—pretend it never happened, pretend they are only what the they are allowed to be .

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    Chapters:
    17/?
    Comments:
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    13 Sep 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 13

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    Sometimes leaving is an act of love, too.

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    13 Sep 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 12

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    While they were childhood friends, Seunghyun always had the option to push the troublesome kid across the street away from his life, but in this moment, Seunghyun understood why he never did.

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    Comments:
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    09 Sep 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 2

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    But even if he was able to, would he ever quit?

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    19 Aug 2025

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    Go Hyuntak's life was ruined by Geum Seongje, that day where he permanently damaged his knee and made him lose his athlete career. Hyuntak promises himself to get revenge at him, but as they spend more time together, Hyuntak grows more and more intrigued by Seongje, thinking more and more about him...?

    Or: Hyuntak has lost it for Seongje, like all of us

    Vietnamese translation available!!

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    Words:
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    Chapters:
    6/6
    Comments:
    468
    Kudos:
    1,522
    Bookmarks:
    193
    Hits:
    26,025

    05 Jun 2025

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