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    “Baby,” Kinji says softly, crawling up over her body. She squeezes her eyes shut, turns her head, can’t help that her lips have settled into a pout. “Baby.” Kinji repeats, closer now, his voice that low growl that does all sorts of things to her. He’s half resting on her body, half on the bed, his elbows planted above her shoulders. She can feel the rough of his jacket against her skin.

    “Outside clothes on the bed disgust me.” She says and doesn’t open her eyes. There’s a pause. She feels the weight of him, the warmth of him leaving, hears the rustle of clothes as he takes off his jacket, his shirt, hears the clink of his belt buckle and the metallic sound of his zipper. She shivers despite herself, thighs clenching together, hands lifting up to play idly with her choker.

    The bed dips and sways and then the warm scent of him is back, his sweat and the sandalwood cologne she buys for him, deep with green moss, light around the edges with citrus peel.

    “Baby,” He repeats, laying himself over her, his thick muscles caging her into the bed. She’s covered in his warmth– her golden glowing sun. “Look at me, pretty girl.”

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    SO
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  2. Public Bookmark 36

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    It was one thing to have his perfect end denied, another altogether to continue to align himself with a reason to continue living – the same reason he left the Mafia for – when in this moment, all he wanted was to die.

    But he couldn’t. Because that would mean he wouldn’t make it to Chuuya on time.

    Correction: Dazai didn't make it to Chuuya on time. There are consequences.

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  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    They had rules. Not spoken ones—spoken rules were too easy to weaponize. Their rules lived in habits.

    One of those habits was: Chuuya didn’t assume. Not about touch. Not about sex. Not about affection.

    Dazai was… complicated. He wasn’t someone who wanted in a simple way. Want, for him, was a thing that came with hooks and history and a thousand reasons to flinch. Sometimes he did want. Sometimes he wanted with an intensity that made Chuuya’s hands shake, because it wasn’t casual. It wasn’t a distraction. It was Dazai letting him in.

    And sometimes Dazai didn’t want anything at all, and the difference was subtle—so subtle that in the beginning Chuuya had missed it and hated himself for it afterward.

    or: Chuuya learns Dazai in the ways that matter—when to pull, when to hold, when to let him drift—and Dazai, in return, keeps choosing him. Some nights it’s heat, some nights it’s just staying. Either way, it’s still them.

    “No Romo” Fest 2026 - Aroce/Aroallo, Partnering

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    15 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 33

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    Chuuya scowled. “I mean, it’s not—what, did you think I’d just—show up with a teddy bear? We’re in the goddamn Mafia. We’ve got blood on our hands. We’ve got—”

    “Right,” Dazai said, nodding too fast. “No, Chuuya is right. It was silly of me.”

    Chuuya’s mouth opened. Closed. He looked furious at the universe.

    Dazai, very carefully, did not let his voice shake. “I’ll go.”

    “Dazai—”

    Dazai stepped back. His body felt far away. Like he was watching himself from the ceiling. Like he was moving through water.

    He had, somewhere in his coat pocket, a folded piece of paper—a card he’d made because the etiquette guide said cards were traditional and because the idea of giving Chuuya something felt like leaving a small, secret piece of himself somewhere safer than his own skin.

    He did not take it out.

    or: dazai reads the rules for valentine’s day and waits for chuuya to follow them. chuuya never knew that there were rules.
    time to fix the heart he accidentally broke.

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  5. Public Bookmark 91

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    Dazai watches Chuuya fight and some things never change.

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