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I Said It Was A Dream (and he agreed) by Hum My Name (My_Kind_of_Crazy)
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
14 Apr 2023
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The plan: Dazai Osamu leaves the mafia after Odasaku’s death, but he doesn’t leave behind his rage. Fuelled by the need to avenge his friend, he creates a painstaking plan to tear down the Port Mafia— to create a false haven for mafia members while, behind the scenes, he collects information meant to expose the organization for the criminal terror it is.
The dilemma: Dazai doesn’t plan on Chuuya finding him. Chuuya believes Dazai’s simply hiding from the mafia, starting fresh with a harmless job in a local bar. They have their closure and move on— until Chuuya seeks him out again. Eventually, their emotions for one another can no longer be ignored. But Dazai’s desperation to take down the mafia means he can’t become distracted by his feelings for Chuuya
Maybe, he can use this connection with Chuuya to his benefit. Maybe, he can have everything he wants, so long as Chuuya never finds out.
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23 Apr 2026
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enough to feel free (a promise of hope) by GallifreyanFairytale
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2023
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Hesitantly, he slides his glasses on. There’s no immediate rush of information here in the agency headquarters; Ranpo knows all he needs to about this place because he’s investigated this building and everything in it many times before. Still, he fixes his gaze on Fukuzawa, attempting to scrutinize him in a way he hasn’t yet.
He imagines he tells Fukuzawa that he doesn’t want to be called boy—doesn’t want to be seen as one, doesn’t particularly even feel like he is one. The Fukuzawa in his mind furrows his eyebrows and asks Ranpo what he means, asks him to explain because, as usual, what is clear to Ranpo is not so easily understandable to him, and Ranpo—
—doesn’t have an explanation.
He never has, which is perhaps why no one has ever believed him when he’s admitted he doesn’t feel like he’s a boy.
or: ranpo wishes the rest of the world could see gender in the same way he does
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23 Apr 2026
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Inevitability must be the worst word in the world.
(snapshots of Nikolai and Fyodor, across universes.)
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23 Apr 2026
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"Dazai." Chuuya starts abruptly, "I love you. You know that right?" Chuuya asks.
Dazai stares, dumbfounded.
He nods slowly. "Yes. And I love Chuuya, too." Dazai states.
Because it's not something Dazai can just say, it's a statement; because it is fact.
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23 Apr 2026
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Nikolai gives it three days.