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In the cracks of light, I dreamed of you by pintsized369
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
16 Jan 2026
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It was dark. Always dark. She had given up on counting the days and years as they passed. She had lost count too long ago.
She was Hybern’s prisoner. Waiting for death.
Until a shadow wrapped around her wrist.
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sympathy is a knife by pintsized369
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
19 Oct 2025
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“Do you even know what it’s like?!” Nesta screamed, whirling around in their bedroom to finally face Cassian. “Do you know what it’s like to be nothing like her?!” she hurled at him trying and failing to keep her voice from wavering.
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this is me trying by pintsized369
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
31 Jul 2025
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“It wouldn’t kill you to at least try you know,” Cassian said as they entered their room. The words were said in exasperation, but they hit like a whip.
Little did he know, it just might.
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A one-shot inspired by "this is me trying" following Nesta from events in silver flames and after (slight AU).
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***THANGSTGIVING 2024***
At the first Thanksgiving after merging families, Nesta and Cassian find out they have more in common than new relatives.
CW for past sexual assault and childhood abuse, drug use, explicit sexual content, discussions of drug/alcohol abuse and sobriety, mental health crisis, and toxic families.
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17 Mar 2025
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Take the Long Way Home by shaziskhalid
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
11 Feb 2026
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Cassian returns from an out-of-state business project to find that Nesta Archeron, his best friend's sister and social pariah, has returned to Velaris after years of no contact with her family. With no explanation for where she's been all this time and a frightening tension between her and Rhysand, it's clear that she's hiding secrets from their Inner Circle. Eager to find out why the woman he used to have feelings for disappeared and returned a shell of her former self, Cassian won't stop until he uncovers the truth.
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16 Mar 2025
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An AU where, when faced with an ultimatum by the inner circle, Nesta chooses to be returned to the mortal lands rather than electing to be forcibly rehabilitated at the House of Wind.
This is a darker version of events than Nesta's canon story where she has less plot armor.
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03 Sep 2024
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Amidst the Madness by This_Immortal_Hope
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
04 Feb 2026
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Love and war have always followed the same rules: Quick to ignite, slow to extinguish. There aren't many things Cassian has dared to openly want in his 500 years of existence. Not even the position he currently occupies as Lord of Windahaven (far too lofty a spot for nothing more than a well-blodded bastard, if you ask the other Illyrian Lords), but from the second Nesta Archeron stepped foot in his camp, the entire world ebbed into a single truth.
She is his.
He is hers.
Everything else - the war he is meant to lead, the people relying on him, the legacy he should be fighting to protect, cease to exist the second his eyes are caught in roiling silver flames. There is pain in this female, his female. And retribution will be exacted. Rhysand has his war, and now so does Cassian. Whether the two align ... only Nesta can give that order.- Language:
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- 27/?
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13 Aug 2024
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The original oneshot that led to the full length fic that I may or may not finish
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- Part 28 of More Beautiful Than The Stars
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10 Aug 2021