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Heavy In Your Arms by ChelseaMorningGirl
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
24 Nov 2025
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"Excuse me," she manages, standing abruptly. The room tilts slightly, and she has to catch herself on the back of her chair.
"Are you alright?" Feyre is half out of her seat, concern etched across her features.
"Yes," she says. "I just need some air."
"You look pale," Cassian says quietly. He's watching her with those sharp hazel eyes that see too much. "Maybe you should—"
"I said I'm fine." The words come out sharper than she intends, but another cramp is building and she needs to get out of here before she breaks down in front of them. Before they have more ammunition to use against her.
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Nesta's first fae cycle hits during a tense family dinner, but she doesn't understand what's happening to her body. Determined not to show weakness, she pushes through the pain until she collapses during training the next morning. When Cassian discovers the extent of her suffering, everything changes.
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27 Aug 2026
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The Hike, Alternatively by TheTeaQueen
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 Mar 2024
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Cassian could only watch as she turned her forearm, and he took in the lines moving vertically up and down. They were all on top of each other, as if she’d tried again and again to open the wound. On a human, such a blow would have been fatal in minutes. But for a fae… it took every ounce of his ability not to fall to his knees.
“Nesta,” he said carefully, so soft and delicate, but she just kept speaking quietly, as if he wasn’t actually there and she was instead addressing whatever version of him existed in her mind.
“I was hoping not to wake you. Actually, I was hoping you would do it,” she muttered, shaking her head. “I thought that was why we were here. But then you just kept walking and walking, and I couldn’t fucking take it anymore.”
“Do what, Nes?”
“Well, you’re supposed to kill me, aren’t you?”
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An ACOSF rewrite of the hike, in which Cassian's observation of Nesta's self-harming mental state is addressed/manifested and what it takes to heal from it.A post for Suicide Awareness/Prevention Month.
CWs: Suicide attempt, self harm, blood, gore, trauma -- PLEASE BE MINDFUL
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08 Aug 2026
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The Illyrian and the Widow by Bia89
Fandoms: A Court of Thorns and Roses Series - Sarah J. Maas
12 May 2025
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When an injured Illyrian warrior crash-lands near her modest cottage, Elara, a resourceful young widow, has no choice but to take him in—despite the risk to herself and her daughter, Isla. As Azriel heals under her care, he finds himself drawn to the quiet resilience of the female who saved his life and the innocent curiosity of her spirited child.
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04 Aug 2026