psychoguava
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fragaria by psychoguava for cfmara
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
31 Dec 2025
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the sky is blue; the grass is green.
these are facts kim raebin learned growing up under his grandparents’ care—facts that cannot be changed, that simply are in this world they live in.
the soil is brown, the sunlight a yellowish hue. one plus one can’t be anything other than two. and like these facts, there is another kim raebin learned upon meeting seon ahyeon.
seon ahyeon is beautiful. extremely so.
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- Part 7 of dmj drabbles
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when you wish upon a star by psychoguava for cfmara
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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As he looks at that face, a line he’s repeated countless times to his hoobaenim suddenly pops into his mind.
With Jin Chaeyul away, he says, “Want to join LeTi?”
The man blinks, confusion flickering across his features before he jerks upright and nearly drops his banner.
His mouth opens. Closes. Opens again. A beat passes, then: “U-uh, what? Eh…?!!”
Cheongryeo and Keundal at TeSTAR’s concert.
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alcohol intolerant by psychoguava for Aki4s
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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Then, keeping his expression steady under the weight of Bae Sejin’s stare, he moves towards the fridge without answering. As he opens it, he quietly releases a breath he didn’t realise he’d been holding, grateful the door is shielding him from view. Moondae swiftly starts placing his things inside and—
“Cass Fresh Cold Brewed, huh?”
Well, shit.
Bae Sejin gets drunk for the first time.
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before it all blows over by goonerologist (cfmara), psychoguava for sticKKerbites
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
19 Dec 2025
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Up close, it’s harder to ignore the exhaustion in his eyes. The way his irises dim, dulling around the edges, the light in them dying. Moondae hates it. Hates the false heroism, the way Jaehyun simply insists on acting like this is all perfectly manageable right up until it very much isn’t.
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all i ask of you by psychoguava
Fandoms: 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
29 Nov 2025
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Once upon a time, the banished outer god had wondered: Why?
Why is it him and not me? Aren’t I the same person? Aren’t I just someone who had to wait longer and struggle more? So why is it him and not me?
For as long as he can remember, the Oldest Dream had wondered the same.
Why is it that Kim Dokja? Haven’t I been waiting for you longer than him? Haven’t I always been stuck here, in this same place, in this starry sky, waiting and watching over you?
—Didn’t you promise to find me…?
Can the darkest parts of Kim Dokja, that not even Kim Dokja himself wants, truly be loved?
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the world is cruel, but very beautiful (4149 drabbles) by psychoguava
Fandom 전지적 독자 시점 - 싱숑 | Omniscient Reader - Sing-Shong
11 Jul 2022
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the season we left behind by eclipscent
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
31 May 2025
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Phainon met the love of his life in his second year of university. Unfortunately, he was not the love of the life of the love of his life... wait, it's been eight years since, what's this about Professor Anaxa getting a divorce now!?
Bookmarked by psychoguava
06 Feb 2026
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puppy student phaichan immediately trying to woo his (ex-)professor after finding out he’s divorced !!! the writing and banter in this fic was witty & humorous & just absolutely riveting, i had to pause every few paragraphs and go “goooddd this is absolutely crazy (head in hands)”. it doesn’t help that the premise is actually catered to my tastes to a t… god… gooodddd this was so good THIS WAS SO GOOD RAUGDHDGDGHEHDH (barks along with phainon)
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hey, you've got to hide your love away by marimbles
Fandoms: Ouran High School Host Club - All Media Types
22 Nov 2023
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“It’s for you, Haruhi. I got all of this stuff for you.” He looked down, blushing, and crunched at his last remaining corn chip.
She looked around at all the gifts. “But … why? None of this stuff is my taste.”
Tamaki promptly burst into tears.
Tamaki has been acting distant. Haruhi finds him hiding in the closet, with a pile of ridiculous gifts.
Bookmarked by psychoguava
06 Feb 2026
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tamaki getting insecure about his love for haruhi and (literally) stashing it away in a closet. haruhi finding him and cue sweetiepie introspection shenanigans. can’t believe i’ve read zero tamaharu fics despite loving them for years. stumbled across this gem… the sweetest thing ever. ok tamaki loserisms i love you tamaki loserisms. haruhi finding it endearing is the best thing ever, may you both be married 5ever ❤️❤️❤️
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My Idol | Your Recipient by mistypromises
Fandoms: 崩坏：星穹铁道 | Honkai: Star Rail (Video Game)
29 Nov 2025
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As grateful as the beloved star was, even he sometimes needed an escape from it all. At the end of every day, he was only human, and humans could only handle being under a never-ending spotlight for so long before needing the time and space to not only recharge, but also be seen as the individuals beneath the masks of the personas they wore.
Sometimes, he just wanted to be himself. He wanted to be Phainon, and nothing more.
Or: Phainon’s wish is granted when he befriends someone online, but between the two of them, who will be the first to figure out the other's real identity — the idol... or his fan?
Bookmarked by psychoguava
05 Feb 2026
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idol phainon & part-time worker anaxa mmorpg shenanigans... i loved how their dynamics here reflected their canon dynamics and idk. everything about this was just so cutieful... all the letters anaxa wrote for phainon as a fan felt thoughtfully written and while i definitely hundred percent found this fic superuper cutefunnybombdotcom it was also moving to me at the same time in the best way possible (i am still thinking about anaxa crawling through that dog door) perfect fic read at the perfect time <333
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regressors' 101: alcoholism not recommended by tricolored for psychoguava
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
27 Sep 2025
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He stands up, glares down at Cheongryeo's face. The bastard is peacefully snoozing away, but he worries Moondae anyway. Really, who wouldn't be, looking at such a concern-inducing face?
Cheongryeo sneezes. Moondae watches, inexplicably unsettled, as he swallows in his sleep, Adam's apple shifting up and down ever so slightly.
…He's in for a long night.
Shin Cheongryeo is always bothersome. He troubles Moondae, whether with large matters like the System and suicidal tendencies or small ones like... drinking too much? What's wrong with him this time?
—Still. He's always been a difficult one for Moondae to ignore.
Bookmarked by psychoguava
27 Sep 2025
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drunk eot fic where moondae's forced to pick up a drunk eot and bring him back home...!!! i loved the beginning with shin jaehyun's pov. just... everything about that section was so beautifully written to me. the way eot was perceiving everyone around him while drunk. ack, soso cute. moondae's pov was also so well done. he's rly such a funny guy, i can't XD i loved the way the author wrote how moondae sees eot throughout the fic, the descriptions were so good. his tsundereism was also very much apparent and i loved it sm
was giggling the entire time. everything about this fic was so good: the humour, the characterisation, the writing. LOVED IT
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two's company by lettersoup (cfmara) for psychoguava
Fandoms: 데뷔 못 하면 죽는 병 걸림 - 백덕수 | Debut or Die - Baek Deoksoo
14 Jul 2025
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All the ways we love each other.
Bookmarked by strawberrykitty (psychoguava)
16 Jul 2025
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first of all, ethaneugene is crazy enough. but somehow the addition of chungwoo makes it crazier because ethan our oc reacts in ways that make me feel !!! rip to chungwoo for angsting but ethan hoooobooyyyyy u r crazy alright (goes nuts). the writing in this is super duper scrumptious. it's short but it's packed with everything tasty. it's basically like eating those protein bars that immediately fill your stomach and keep you full for ages. was giggling kicking my feet in the bus on the way home <3