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  1. Rec 30

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    “I knew it was you, you kleptomaniac fuck,” is Till’s hoarse voice, rough with a queer mix of anger and something else completely. “That was my favourite shirt, you know. How did you not think I’d notice it mysteriously vanish?”

    Ivan would try and defend himself, but he can’t. He tries exhaling but it comes out an abrupt moan, muffled behind the damp fabric. He shudders in place, cowering beneath Till’s darkened shadow.

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    12 Sep 2025

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    The man sitting at the counter is handsome in a ragged way— He’s got brilliant teal irises and upturned sharp eyes and the way he grasps his shotglass screams competence, style, self-assuredness. His eyebags highlight the depth of his intense gaze.

    It’s the man of his dreams. Often the wet ones, but still.

    Upcoming rookie actor Ivan Alien Stage enters a gay bar, flirts horribly with a man 9 years older than him, and gets sulky he won't let him hit.

    Then he goes to work and the same man is right there. What fun.

    At least Luka and Mizi think it's funny.

     

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    03 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    god bless age gaps

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    Even if all of this was just practice for Mizi, even if it’s just an elaborate scheme specially designed to leave him heartbroken, even if it was just a ploy only a fool would fall for.

    Ivan figured that he was nothing, if not a fool.

    Everything’s all right, even if it’s not for me at least it’s my arms he’s in. Even if it’s not love, at least it’s close.’

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    09 Nov 2025

  4. Rec 41

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    After a while, Ivan and Luka finished setting everything up. The lights dimmed, and the projector hummed to life. A PowerPoint slide appeared on the screen.
    THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE
    Mizi, Sua, Hyuna, and Till all stared at it.
    Till felt a strange knot form in his stomach. This was bizarre—even for Ivan and Luka.
    Ivan stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back. “You’re probably wondering why we asked you here,” he said evenly. “Recently, I’ve been experiencing a series of irregular physiological responses.”
    The four of them stiffened.
    “My dopamine and norepinephrine levels are elevated,” Ivan continued. “Oxytocin spikes have been frequent. Serotonin levels have dropped, while cortisol has increased. Additionally, I’ve observed an irregular heart rate and impaired concentration.”
    He paused, as if waiting for the data to settle.
    “Taken together, these symptoms lead to only one plausible conclusion.” Ivan looked straight ahead. “I am in love.”

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    Ivan thinks his feelings for Till are fake, so he uses science to prove it.
    Till is not okay with that.

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    12 Jan 2026

  5. Rec 43

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    When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.

    In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.

    Till's been so fucking stupid.

    Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.

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    15 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sighs dreamily