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  1. Rec 5

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    “What’s it like being on the receiving end hm? Should have been more careful with that small dick of yours.” Till slammed his hips as he took another drag of his cigarette. Ivan muffled a moan, his whole body trembling and burning with humiliation.

    “Hey. Is my dick melting your brain or something?” Till smacked the back of Ivan’s head, clearly annoyed.

    “Answer me.”

    “Nnng! It h–hurts.” Ivan’s teeth clenched, his head lolled to the side. “M–my stomach h–hurts.”

    “Is that so?” Till halted his thrusts for a second, running a hand through his hair as he tilted his head to the side.

    “Good.” He pressed his palms down on Ivan’s tummy, hips pounding against his ass once again.

    **

    after till's younger brother got heartbroken by some player, till steps in to make that person pay. ivan learns that some mistakes come with a price.

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    04 Aug 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    NO RETURN AFTER USE MENTIONED OH MY GOD IM DROOLING EVERYHWERE

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    Ivan was not a good guy and Till hated him.

    It turned out that by noise complaints, the man had not been referring to parties, but to himself.

    More specifically, in bed.

    He had essentially come over to introduce himself to Till and say oh yeah, by the way, I have lots of loud sex.

    or, the downward spiral of Till's sanity.

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    08 Jul 2026

  3. Rec 14

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    Ivan is a K-pop idol and the visuals of the famous world known boy group “Black H4rt” they’ve only been together as a group for about a year now, but their songs have reached billboard chart numbers from around the world. Even though Ivan has the life most people dream of— his world of music has gone from colorful to black and gray. One night, he sneaks into a bar with two of his other members, Acorn and Marty (who dragged Ivan along with them). Ivan waits for them while they get drinks. His whole world changes when he sees a small artist named Till performing on the stage of this bar and suddenly, colors begin to bleed again.

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    08 Jul 2026

  4. Rec 17

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    To the entire world, Arthur Kirkland is the perfect Beta: reserved, sharp-tongued, and buttoned up to the collar. What he hides beneath the severe suits and clipped words is a secret even his valet only dares to guess. But Francis Bonnefoy, damn him, has an excellent nose. When an alpha's hunger overpowers diplomacy, he appears on the doorstep of the London townhouse unannounced - and the truth hits him on the very first breath. Arthur Kirkland is an omega. And Francis Bonnefoy is not leaving until he has tasted the forbidden for himself - and claimed it as his own.

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    29 Jun 2026

  5. Rec 57

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    Ivan would describe himself as a patient person. He's a top student, a flawless brand identity, and admired by many because of all the time he puts into maintaining his image. But Ivan is only human and if his boyfriend so much as spends another goddamn minute on his computer...

    Well, drastic times call for drastic measures.

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    29 Jun 2026

  6. Rec 42

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    Till has been thinking about this for days, no weeks. Hell, ever since the first time they had sex which was almost two months ago. Ivan was just so cute, so needy. It started with one single phrase uttered in the haze of desire that had planted a seed in Till's brain. One that has festered and grown larger, plaguing his thoughts.

    "Is my puppy desperate?"

    It was one single utterance, not further expanded on and brushed under the rug quickly. Ivan barely reacted, only whimpering in response. Till, on the other hand, was fixated by the idea.

    Ivan had always reminded him a bit of a puppy. His fluffy hair and wide eyes, the way he whined and begged for attention. It only got worse after they had sex the first time. Seeing the way Ivan responded to praise, eager to please and be good, Till could practically see his invisible tail wagging each time.

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    27 Jun 2026

  7. Rec 19

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    “Look,” Hua Cheng says. “I know there’s still technically, like, a week or two left that we’re supposed to go through, and there’s probably some grand thing I’m supposed to do to announce my decision or whatever. But I’m dying here, can we just, like—cheat? Skip to the good stuff?”

    ———
    Or: A very modern courtship.

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    19 Jun 2026

  8. Rec 43

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    When Till washes Ivan's hair after they sleep together, Ivan will tilt his face up, lashes fluttering, and just close his eyes. In those moments, Till counts the seconds. It takes two seconds for Ivan's eyebrows to furrow, taut with the exertion of not being able to see what Till will do next. In five, the corner of Ivan's eyes will crinkle, shuddering with a weight that leads men to cower behind closed eyelids. In ten, Ivan will start to squirm, mouth pressing tight before his lips part, and in one single breath, Ivan's eyes will open slowly to reveal a lifetime of heartbreak.

    In a twisted game of baton-pass, Ivan's expression of sorrow forces Till to close his own eyes, hiding from the confessions unspoken between them.

    Till's been so fucking stupid.

    Ivan had been asking for a kiss this whole time.

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    15 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    sighs dreamily

  9. Rec 45

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    The silence that followed was absolute. Somewhere outside, a bird called. The world had not, apparently, ended. "Which….which lesson?”

     
    Xie Lian smiled a serene, terrible smile that looked so deeply wrong on a face still wet and glistening with Hua Cheng's juices. "The calligraphy one, of course."

     

    ——
    Or: Xie Lian takes his job as a calligraphy teacher very seriously. Hua Cheng takes his job as a distraction even more seriously. But when a pre-heat catches Hua Cheng off guard, the student becomes the subject, and the desk becomes much more than a place to practice brush strokes.

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    12 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    i wish gay people were real. thank you ao3 user pookie_hualian

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    Zanka knew that this was a bad idea. On so many levels.

    But that’s the deal with an addiction right? You know how bad it is, you know how disappointing it would be for your dear ones to find out about it, you know how dangerous it can be to your body and mind… But you just can’t help being drawn to it.

    That’s what Jabber was to Zanka. Sadly.

     

    or: in a world where humans and vampires relationships are reguled by hatred and distrust, Jabber and Zanka might not hate each other that much.

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    14 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ooooh my days i need 500 more of these STAT.

  11. Rec 68

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    Finals week or Zanka's final week?

    Once again, Zanka finds himself pushing himself farther than what the human body can afford, and once again, jabber is there to stop him.

    ~

    or: Zanka studies himself sick from familial pressure, and jabber takes care of him.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    my shlayla ☹️q

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    Zanka knew someone had been stalking him for months.

    He knew it, he felt it.

    And, rationally, he should have done something. He was supposed to.

    But he didn’t, he did nothing.
    Instead, he accepted it gladly.

    So, why did his stalker leave? Did he find someone else?

    Or:

    Jabber is Zanka’s stalker, he breaks into his house and obsesses over him. But Zanka notices, and out of curiosity, he finds out who he is. He becomes obsessed in return, but when he gives Jabber a gift, Jabber disappears. Zanka feels hurt and goes to confront him, but they end up kissing.

    They’re both kind of freaks.

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    22 Mar 2026

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    The words showed up on the back of his dominant hand on the night of his 13th birthday. Five words in a simple black font that confirmed all his worst fears.

    'You'll be just as easy.'

    Zanka stared at it for what felt like hours, unsure if the feeling in his stomach was him wanting to hit something or him wanting to find a hole to crawl in and never come out of.

    He pulled his sleeve back down to cover it, and decided to never look at it again.

    or

    A classic soulmate au where the first words your soulmate says to you are tattooed on your skin. Zanka realizes that Jabber is his soulmate from their first meeting. Jabber doesn't.

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    22 Mar 2026

  14. Rec 65

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    He sighs and closes his eyes, trying to focus on turning around and heading back to the Raiders' base. When he opens them again, he's climbing the wall toward Zanka's room. 

    "Oh well, what does it matter?" He thinks. 

    Zanka has the bad—or good, in this case—habit of sleeping with the window open, even when Jabber has touched him and his skin is freezing. It's not as if he's complaining, since it makes the process of entering much easier. 

    When he finally stands in the room and looks up, Zanka is sitting on the bed, eyes wide open, with Lovely Assistaff pointing directly at his neck. 

    Jabber blinks. 

    Jabber gets high (typical) and goes to visit Zanka (typical), who is awake, waiting for him (not so typical).

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    17 Mar 2026

  15. Rec 65

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    Zanka is 100000% not freaking out about Jabber's words during their fight in the Trash beast, and this unfavourable attraction only worsens when the aforementioned raider decides to appear in his room in the dead hours of the night!

    He's gotta be hallucinating, right?

    Right???

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    10 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    my 😢 my 😢 my littlle t thumbkins 😢😢😢

  16. Rec 41

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    After a while, Ivan and Luka finished setting everything up. The lights dimmed, and the projector hummed to life. A PowerPoint slide appeared on the screen.
    THE CHEMISTRY OF LOVE
    Mizi, Sua, Hyuna, and Till all stared at it.
    Till felt a strange knot form in his stomach. This was bizarre—even for Ivan and Luka.
    Ivan stepped forward, hands clasped behind his back. “You’re probably wondering why we asked you here,” he said evenly. “Recently, I’ve been experiencing a series of irregular physiological responses.”
    The four of them stiffened.
    “My dopamine and norepinephrine levels are elevated,” Ivan continued. “Oxytocin spikes have been frequent. Serotonin levels have dropped, while cortisol has increased. Additionally, I’ve observed an irregular heart rate and impaired concentration.”
    He paused, as if waiting for the data to settle.
    “Taken together, these symptoms lead to only one plausible conclusion.” Ivan looked straight ahead. “I am in love.”

    Or

    Ivan thinks his feelings for Till are fake, so he uses science to prove it.
    Till is not okay with that.

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    12 Jan 2026

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    Even if all of this was just practice for Mizi, even if it’s just an elaborate scheme specially designed to leave him heartbroken, even if it was just a ploy only a fool would fall for.

    Ivan figured that he was nothing, if not a fool.

    Everything’s all right, even if it’s not for me at least it’s my arms he’s in. Even if it’s not love, at least it’s close.’

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    09 Nov 2025

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    The man sitting at the counter is handsome in a ragged way— He’s got brilliant teal irises and upturned sharp eyes and the way he grasps his shotglass screams competence, style, self-assuredness. His eyebags highlight the depth of his intense gaze.

    It’s the man of his dreams. Often the wet ones, but still.

    Upcoming rookie actor Ivan Alien Stage enters a gay bar, flirts horribly with a man 9 years older than him, and gets sulky he won't let him hit.

    Then he goes to work and the same man is right there. What fun.

    At least Luka and Mizi think it's funny.

     

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    03 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    god bless age gaps

  19. Rec 30

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    “I knew it was you, you kleptomaniac fuck,” is Till’s hoarse voice, rough with a queer mix of anger and something else completely. “That was my favourite shirt, you know. How did you not think I’d notice it mysteriously vanish?”

    Ivan would try and defend himself, but he can’t. He tries exhaling but it comes out an abrupt moan, muffled behind the damp fabric. He shudders in place, cowering beneath Till’s darkened shadow.

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    12 Sep 2025

  20. Rec 67

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    Five years ago, Ivan stood in front of a television broadcasting a drama in an electronics store, captivated by the male lead's performance. Inspired, he resolved to stand on the same set as that actor, by hook or by crook.

    Three years ago, disgraced A-list actor Till stumbled out of ALNST Entertainment after ten long years of giving his all to his art. In need of a distraction, he strode into Dewey's bar and had a one-night stand with a gorgeous young man with a chiselled face and dark eyes.

    In the present, Till works as an acting instructor in Hyunwoo's acting academy. That is, until Ivan decides to barge into his life and make him a rather tempting offer...

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    Comments:
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    7,595

    05 Sep 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    AUGH

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