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“I would level mountains to protect you, Xingqiu.” He whispers the words against Xingqiu’s lips, and his fingers trace up a path to his chin, tilting it up ever so slightly so that all Xingqiu can see are the blue of his eyes, his bluest eyes as he—
Xingqiu jolts up, face burning and blood rushing to his ears. His eyes dart to his surroundings. The window is still open, the moon peeking out from the corner. His bedside lamp is still on, the soft glow illuminating the room just enough for Xingqiu to make out the novel he’d been reading, overturned and lying next to him.
So I…
He stretches a hand to his back. His fingers touch the silk of his sleepwear.
Oh.
// or, 5 times Xingqiu dreams about Chongyun and the 1 time Xingqiu isn’t dreaming.
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“My novel. Remember how A Legend of Sword took off here in Inazuma after it had been picked up by some tourist?”
“Of course I do,” Chongyun thought fondly back to Xingqiu’s shock and elation when he first received a letter from Yae Publishing House, and how he ran up to him in the middle of Chihu Rock and tackled him in a hug, talking so quickly and ecstatically that Chongyun couldn't even keep up. (He only actually learned what his elation was about after Xingqiu mustered up the courage to clarify for him after Lantern Rite one year, his usually confident expression flushed with embarrassment at how he had talked so fast that Chongyun didn't even understand him.)
Xingqiu sighed. “Chongyun. Dearest. Please do not make me spell it out for you.” He looked at him with a kind of desperate exasperation in his eyes, grabbing his shoulders and shaking him a little as if it would help him read his mind.
Chongyun rolled his eyes at Xingqiu’s antics. “Xingqiu, I can’t know if you don’t tell me how—”
“She’s reading A Legend of Sword! ”// or, Xingqiu freaks out over the fact that THE Divine Priestess of Watatsumi Island, Her Excellency Sangonomiya Kokomi, is reading his book.
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The ugly thing in his stomach grows and wraps around his chest with an unforgiving squeeze. Reki’s hands are fumbling and amicable— they sweep across the taller one’s shoulder lightly, the movement reminiscent of the warmth that had been following Langa all day. But this time, he watches, as a bitter, biting feeling wrings around his bones and presses into his skin.
// or, Langa thinks about Reki (again) and overthinks some more about his (unwanted) feelings of jealousy regarding his very sociable best friend.
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Now, as Xingqiu lays in bed and recalls the way his father, mother, and brother smile down at him around the dinner table, the weight of being an heir haunts him once more as he considers, for the millionth time: who is my future supposed to be for?
As a fourteen-year-old Xingqiu considers his next steps, an idea comes to mind. As always, it has to do with writing.
---Or, Xingqiu is a genius in all the ways that matter, but even he can't think his way out of this pickle... unless?
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15 Oct 2025
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Chongyun firmly believes that there are universal laws. But Xingqiu alone, being the anomaly he is, had written and rewritten laws Chongyun previously thought were set in stone.
Fate is a tricky sort of thing, and Chongyun finds that falling in love was not something he was prepared for.
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04 Sep 2025
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beautiful as always … the yearning … 🥹
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“I thank you again for agreeing to paint me,” Xingqiu says. The subject seems to be drifting away from Kaeya for the time being, something Albedo is grateful for. “I was already a fan of your illustrations, but seeing you work up close… it truly is fascinating.”
It is far from the first time that Albedo has received praise for his art, but he appreciates it all the same. “It is only because of good inspiration.” Albedo says, truthfully. Xingqiu has been a lot of help.
(OR: After solving the case of the missing books, Albedo paints Xingqiu as promised.)
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14 Jul 2025
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Chongyun and Xingqiu are best friends, and Chongyun would not trade that for anything in the world.
But one day, during one of their dinners together, Chongyun feels weird.
And he doesn't understand.
He doesn't understand at all.
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05 Jun 2025
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life's fullness by rynleaf
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
27 Feb 2020
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“You’re avoiding me. You left the ring behind. I don’t understand. What did I do wrong?” Byleth asks, hunching in Edelgard’s chair. She knows she should feel shame, or embarrassment, or something, but she cannot find it in herself to care: everything has been going sideways ever since her heart began beating, and she feels small and fragile with the weight of it. Edelgard stands close now, hands clasped tightly in front of her.
“My teacher,” she starts. Sighs. Then, as Byleth watches, the Emperor disappears from her expression and leaves behind a young woman, uncertain and a little sad, eyes shadowed, face drawn. Edelgard drops to her knees in front of her. Her lashes are wet with unshed tears.
Byleth reaches out to touch her shoulder, startled.
“My teacher, my teacher, how can I tell you about my shame?” Edelgard asks. “After everything you have given me, that I still wanted more?”
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In which the goddess breaks Byleth's feelings, Edelgard pines, and Hubert is very, very tired.
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25 Mar 2025