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Suddenly, his head feels like being filled with something airy and subdued, like cotton candy.
“Was it the movie?” Hongjoong asks slowly, and the way he's looking up at San makes him weirdly affected. “Do you want to go back to the dorms and rest?”
“No, it…” San tries his best to answer, then bites his lower lip at Hongjoong's sweet scent and the princely pout he can't stop carrying. With shaking hands, he holds his boyfriend's waist and back to close the gap between them, trying to soothe the need for him to be near, to intoxicate San on his sweet venom, to drown him as he dives and surges on the bloodstream of their shared heartbeats. “I suddenly felt horny, and for a second I thought… that I had to behave a certain way for my horniness to be accepted by you.”
or in which is Sanʼs turn to open his heart in order to properly love his boyfriend, Hongjoong.
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- Part 2 of courage in the music
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Being in a relationship with San, then, is hard for Hongjoong.
He enjoys loving San and being loved by him, but he's very particular about the way he loves and lets himself being loved. He likes physical contact but only on certain situations. He likes kisses but only when they're in private. He likes passing time with San but he also needs extensive periods of time being alone. And San is so touchy, he likes kissing Hongjoong so much, he likes spending time with him even more… so Hongjoong feels like he's not enough for his new boyfriend. The only boyfriend he's had ever since he started college.
Grabbing the radio, he puts one of his physical CD's and presses play, not really minding what songs are there. He just needs some background music to distract himself from all of those insecurities and enjoy this first time with San. And when he turns around towards the bed, he looks at his boyfriend carefully.
As if simply looking at him could be dangerous for him.
or in which Hongjoong has to open his heart in order to love his boyfriend, San.
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- Part 1 of courage in the music
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“Hongie hyung, can I tell you something?”
Hongjoong nodded silently. The air felt suddenly too heavy for San to handle, but he'd decided to tell his older friend what he felt, he couldn't back up now.
“Promise you won't get angry at me.”
A weak laugh. “Why would I?”
“I love you,” San whispered, fearful, honest.
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In which Pastor Jung Wooyoung takes up the mantle of head pastor of his home town's small congregation following the death of his Reverend father, meets a man with an ostensibly similar fate, and something starts to grow in the spaces between heaven, earth, and connective tissue.
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25 Jul 2026
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Hongjoong is struggling with erectile dysfunction thanks to his stressful work life, so he decides to pay a visit to a sex therapist who has a dirty little secret. Seonghwa absolutely adores making his attractive clients squirm underneath his touch.
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25 Jul 2026
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Choi San is a responsible, diligent, and consistent career man. He is the picture perfect standard of reliable, entirely driven by his own strict standards.
When insomnia strikes, his problem solving is just as methodical, eventually trying ASMR at the recommendation of a friend.
It’s an accident when he stumbles upon sexually-charged audios from someone named Gumiho, embodying the aura of a sinful fox spirit that San will absolutely, definitely only listen to once.
And he is definitely not in WAY over his head.
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27 Jun 2026
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“Oh, yeah? If it’s not scary, then why are you afraid?”
“I’m not.”
San had always adored Halloween. He loved seeing the little kids running around for candy, the people dressing up, all of the festivals and haunts that occurred once a year, and the comradery that came with the holiday. But, most of all, San absolutely adored being scared.
“You are. You’re afraid of me.”
“I am not afraid of you.”
“Then why can I smell how scared you are? The smell, the fear, is dripping off of you.”
Naturally, San gathered three of his closest friends and forced them to go with him to a haunt that Halloween. They were all dressed up, giddy, and ready to be slightly scared for their own amusement. What could possibly go wrong?
Bookmarked by ramideoki
29 May 2026