rasp11
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I'd sell my soul to the devil, darling, to borrow your life for the span of a heartbeat by rasp11
Fandoms: Original Work
04 May 2026
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Just a diary written to soften the self-loathing, not worth your time I suppose.
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Some boys take a beautiful girl and hide her away from the rest of the world by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
27 Apr 2026
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After an overtime loss, Caitlyn tries to comfort her boyfriend, but his quiet bitterness cuts her off, leaving her with an unspoken gift in hand and a growing, unnameable pull toward Vi that she refuses to face.
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wash the poison from off my skin, show me how to be whole again by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
24 Jan 2026
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Caitlyn Kiramman is the perfect student with a perfect future, Vi Lanes is the reckless ice hockey star everyone loves. But when their worlds collide, neither of them is as untouchable as they pretend to be. As Caitlyn’s life quietly spirals, Vi starts noticing cracks no one else sees, and refusing to look away may be the bravest thing she’s ever done.
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you're my only compass, i might get lost without you by rasp11
Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF
18 Dec 2025
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After a late-night grocery run, Macklin spirals over what cereal to buy, and Will steadies him in the quiet and ordinary ways that make the night feel soft again.
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if i speak your name, the violets will bloom again by rasp11
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
18 Dec 2025
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Caitlyn spends her days buried in textbooks, keeping her head down, her chest tight, her father’s silence weighing heavier than any lecture hall. Nights are quieter still, save for the scratch of pen on paper and the cough she pretends isn’t there, the one that leaves violets scattered on her sheets.
Meanwhile, Vi lights up the stadium, the kind of girl the crowd chants for, captain’s patch stitched in gold, a girlfriend waiting at the sidelines. She shines too brightly to notice the girl in the stands, pale and breathless, pressing a hand against her ribs like she can hold herself together.
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Or, the slow unravel of Caitlyn Kiramman, who falls in love with someone untouchable, and finds her lungs blooming violets in the quiet months between.
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i’ll be right here (wishing the flowers were from you) by erjastark
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
04 Feb 2025
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“Cait.” The warning in Vi’s voice is clear, her hand balled into a fist as she pulls it back into her lap. “You’re twisting my words. I’m your friend, you don’t have to shut me out like this. We can work through whatever it is that’s bothering you.”
The word hits her like a slap to the face. Friend. Exactly, they are friends. They are best friends.
They will never be anything more.
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Caitlyn can’t stop throwing up violets. Too bad that she’s too stubborn to do anything but suffer the consequences.
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04 May 2026
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my soul is the shadow of yours by livtopaz
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021)
19 Jan 2025
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Caitlyn’s world is filled with violets.
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04 May 2026
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the crumble of butter, soft and warm by taq
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
30 Dec 2024
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Cait’s probably been hoping that Vi won’t notice at all.
Too bad.
Too fucking bad.
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28 Apr 2026
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She walked all alone, wearing a thick hood that covered the bruises on her neck. No one paid any attention to the poor orphan. Everyone was familiar with her story. First a councilor's daughter, then a whore ready to suck for food. She lost everything: friends, parents, and her.
However, fate is a very surprising thing. After taking everything away and making you feel pain again and again, sooner or later she gives up, giving you a chance for happiness.
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26 Apr 2026
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Glass Spine, Open Hands by fraisemoi
Fandoms: Arcane: League of Legends (Cartoon 2021), League of Legends
14 Jun 2025
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Years ago, two girls met on a frozen rink and never learned each other’s names.
Now in college, Caitlyn Kiramman is a rising figure skater with a carefully controlled life, a tight-knit circle of overachievers, and a mind that counts everything—even calories. Vi, a star lacrosse player with bruised knuckles and a joint always tucked behind her ear, has never been good at slowing down long enough to look back.
But memory lingers in strange places. A glance across a campus rink. The sound of laughter that feels too familiar. As their worlds begin to overlap, both girls are forced to confront the ways they’ve kept themselves safe—and the things they’ve left behind.
Some things are remembered. Some things are rewritten.
And some collide without warning.
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26 Apr 2026