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    “So,” says Buck, pulling away from Eddie’s mouth. “I’m living in your house.”

    “You are."

    “Do you think— I mean, I should do something, right? To show my, uh. Appreciation.”

    Eddie squints at him.

    “Is this a bit?” he says.

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    19 Nov 2025

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    When he looked up, Eddie’s eyes were bright, focused. He was a little flushed, and his shoulders were soft but his jaw was set. “I love you,” he said.
    “I love you, too, man,” Buck said. “But you know what I mean.”
    “I do know,” Eddie said. “Buck, I’m trying to tell you something.”

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    29 Sep 2025

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    Which brings Eddie to his current predicament: drowning in love and unable to do a thing about it, all while being subjected to his criminally attractive best friend sauntering around sans a shirt at every hour of the goddamn day.

    Morning toothbrushing? Shirtless. After school video games? Shirtless. Reading on the couch? Shirtless. Weeding the garden in LA summer sunshine? Shirtless and sweaty. Asleep half a foot of bedspace away from Eddie? There aren’t even pants involved. Existing day-to-day seems to have become a topless event where Buck is concerned, because Eddie has apparently racked up enough overdue penance for several lifetimes.

     

    or, eddie loves living with his best friend. he just really wishes buck would put on a fucking shirt

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    26 Sep 2025

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    “Did you ever go to Hershey?”

    “What?” Eddie asked, thrown. “Why would I go to Hershey without you?” he asked, picking up a dish towel and drying off the plates in in the drying rack.

    “When you were younger, I mean,” Buck clarified. “For your ballroom dancing.”

    “I think I would—” Eddie paused on his way to grab a new plate, thinking. He met Buck’s face with an equally confused expression and said, “actually, now that you’re saying it . . . yeah.” He looked surprised by his own answer. “Yeah, Tara and I went our junior year. Damn, I can’t believe I forgot about that.”

    “I think we met.”

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    In 2008, an unlikely interaction occurred; in 2025, Buck remembers.

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    18 Sep 2025

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    “I just don’t see what the big deal is,” Chimney says, joining them at the table. “Why don’t you just go on the trip, Buck? Take Eddie. We can get your shifts covered, it’s, what—three nights?”

    “The big deal,” Buck says in exasperation, slamming his fork down, “is that it’s a couples retreat. For couples.”

    “And?” Chimney raises his eyebrows, still not buying it.

    “And I entered the giveaway when Tommy and I were still together!” Buck snaps. ”I don’t want t-to—it would just feel weird, okay? It’s supposed to be all—like, romantic. Flower petals on the bed and stuff.”

    Buck and Eddie take a romantic getaway. Platonically.

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    11 Sep 2025

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    It’s a disaster. There’s nothing for Eddie to do now but rip the Bandaid off.

    “I’vebeenlookingatyourGooglehistory,” he says, all at once.

    Buck blinks. “You’ve been what?”

    “I’ve been—” Eddie breaks off with a huff, and then forces his eyes back up to Buck’s. “I went to the Google home page,” he starts again. “To search the thing about the coupling nut. But then when I clicked on the search bar, the recent history was not mine, because—”

    A look of comprehension has begun to dawn on Buck’s face, suddenly.

    “Because I was logged in on the iPad,” he says slowly.

    - in other words: the slow-moving catastrophe of buck and eddie sharing a search history.

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    01 Sep 2025

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    “And that’s what you want?

    Buck meets his gaze again, steady. “I want sex to feel good. And this just makes me more sensitive to—heh—well, everything.”

    “Sensitive?” Eddie asks, mouth suddenly dry. “How sens—sorry. Uh. Sensitive, how?”

    Buck waxes his asshole. Eddie has a best-friend level of curiosity about that.

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    31 Aug 2025

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    It's really good sex. Buck might be addicted. He does wish things were a little different—but alas, the tricky circumstances of having sex with your straight best friend to cure the unexplained appearance of a vagina.

     

    Or, Buck finds himself in possession of a vagina. Eddie, because he's such a good friend, volunteers to help Buck--first to relax, and then to get his dick back. Because he is so nice, and a good friend, and straight!

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    28 Aug 2025

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    the first time it happens, it scares the shit out of eddie.

    or... buck keeps crying during sex.

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    23 Aug 2025

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    Buck scoffs. “You really think you could go longer than I could without--”

    Eddie shakes his head in amusement. “Making a ‘deposit’?” he teases sarcastically, finishing Buck’s sentence when he awkwardly clams up. “Yes, with one hundred percent certainty.”

    Buck’s eyebrows raise, his bright grin showing off a row of perfectly white teeth. “Oh, you wanna bet? Since you’re so confident.”

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    Buck and Eddie challenge each other to see who can go the longest without an orgasm. Eddie’s pretty confident he can win.

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    18 Aug 2025

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    It's a pretty graceless confession but last Eddie checked it was 87° and, as a reminder, 3:46 in the goddamn morning. Whenever he'd occasionally let himself imagine this moment it had been a lot sweeter, maybe candles, maybe flowers, a big emotional recounting of exactly how much Buck means to him and how much his life has changed for the better because he's in it, but Eddie really thinks he should be cut some slack given the circumstances.

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    31 Jul 2025

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    He turns around. Eddie is watching him, his eyes glittering, an odd set to his jaw.

    "Unless you do want me to walk you through it," Buck says, and there's something in it, some dangerous impulse he can't define that makes it come out not at all like the joke he meant it to be. Standing here in the entryway of the house that's Eddie's house again, in the spot where he dragged Tommy through the door, clumsily attached at the mouth, kicking it carelessly shut behind him. Keys rattling, and the simple animal comfort of someone's eager hands on him. The empty house, barely unpacked, briefly less empty.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    What Buck and Eddie have said the most, during their endless time in Palm Springs, is probably “I love you.”

    Second to that is “in case this one is real.”

    They’ve ruined the wedding rehearsal half a dozen times, both accidentally and on purpose, and they’ve ensured it went off without a hitch. Once, they even talked Maddie and Chimney into getting married that day. They’ve both died twice, which is not something they’re eager to repeat, especially if it ends up sticking. It doesn’t matter what they do— every morning they wake up in perpetual paradise again.

    So: there’s no end in sight.

    So: Buck and Eddie live nearly every day as if it will become reality.

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    06 Jul 2025

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    Buck kissed him for — for some reason. Eddie’s not really sure why. He can’t parse the hows and the whys of that right now when he needs to snap Buck out of a spiral.

    “Buck, you need to calm down,” Eddie says. Buck just makes a miserable noise. “Can you look at me for a sec?”

    “No can do,” Buck says, voice tight. “I’m too busy trying to figure out how to fake my own death.” Despite himself, Eddie snorts and Buck whirls around, affronted. “Eddie, I’m being so serious right now. This is one of the top most embarrassing moments of my life.”

    Or: Buck kisses Eddie over a kettle. Eddie’s straight.

    Eddie kisses Buck over pans. He’s — not so straight.

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    05 Jul 2025

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    “It’s yours,” Eddie had finally said, looking down at it for a moment before handing the phone to him. “I… There’s a lot of stuff you might want to go through on there.”

    Buck frowned, confused, but when he looked down at the screen, he saw it.

     

    [250 missed calls]
    [635 unread messages]

     

    “Wha–”

    “A lot of people used it as a… A way to communicate with you while you were gone.”

    Eddie’s voice was tense. Buck couldn’t stop staring, reading the top message from Eddie over and over again, the only one that he could see. It didn’t make sense.

    “You don’t have to go through it all but… We missed you, ba– Buck.” Buck slowly looked up from his phone, and there was that look again. Eddie had reached out, the same way he had when Buck came back, fingers brushing across his face gently. Buck wanted to melt into it. He did, later, but in that moment, he had to keep himself together.

    “I want to.”

    “Okay,” Eddie’s hand had dropped. Buck’s skin felt cold. “Come get me when you’re done.”

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    Buck gets blipped. Eddie's left behind. A love story told through what Eddie did in his absence.

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    05 Jul 2025

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    Buck doesn’t know what he’s going to say next. All he hears is the awful sound of splintering wood, a beam emancipating itself from above them. Without another thought, Buck lunges forward and pushes Eddie out of its path.

    When Buck falls through the unstable give of the floor, he feels a bone chilling terror. But it’s okay, because Eddie was knocked away. The beam missed him.

    Then, a terrible noise like thunder, a mammoth of sound, and Eddie is falling too. Why is Eddie falling too?

    Buck takes a great big tumble. Like always, Eddie is right behind him.

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    04 Jul 2025

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    He’s already here.

    There’s no harm in staying. Just for a couple minutes. Something could happen. Something could go terribly wrong. There could be, like, a robbery or something. Something could catch on fire, and Buck is a firefighter! An asteroid could even descend cinematically from the heavens ready to wipe out all of humanity. Accidents happen, Buck is intimately acquainted with this fact of life.

    Buck really wishes he had that coffee right about now. But he’s not gonna leave.

    Or, Eddie tells Buck he’s moving to Texas. In response—as the world’s most supportive, caring and well-adjusted best friend—these are three things Buck absolutely does not do:

    1. Keep tabs on Eddie, his calendar activity and his iPhone location so that he can spend as much time with Eddie as humanly possible before he leaves.
    2. Almost violate California Penal Code 646.9.
    3. Lose his entire fucking mind.
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    04 Jul 2025

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    Eddie’s gaze drop to Buck’s lips—pink, like his birthmark. Eddie wants to taste those lips, and he wants it with a fierceness so sudden it shocks him.

     

    “I’m, uh,” Buck stammers. “Last night. When you saw me and Tommy…we—we were on a date.”

     

    Everything inside Eddie goes still. If his heart is a kite, then this is the moment it plummets back to earth.

     

    or, Buck tells Eddie some news. Eddie has a realization and breaks up with his girlfriend. Not necessarily in that order.

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    31 May 2025

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    When Buck had told them all the Hot Days, Smoldering Nights, Men of the LAFD Wall Calendar had selected him to represent the 118 for the month of July, Eddie hadn’t thought much of it. He’d congratulated him with a clap on the shoulder, laughed along with Hen, Chim, and Bobby’s good-natured teasing, and that had been that.

     

    Well, Eddie certainly isn’t laughing now.

     

    or, Buck gets his picture taken. Eddie loses his mind.

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    29 May 2025

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    He writes CHRISTOPHER at the top of the page in capital letters. Underneath it goes BUCK. Then PEPA, CARLA, CHIM, HEN and so on until he has fifteen names listed out. Fifteen people to show his appreciation for.

    He starts with the easiest name first.

     

    or, Eddie tells the family he chose how much they mean to him. All of them except one.

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    29 May 2025

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