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  1. Public Bookmark 71

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    Suddenly, Dazai’s throat is dry, his ears are ringing, palms sweaty in anticipation. Chuuya takes a step forward and puts his hand on Dazai’s nape, standing on tiptoes and leaning toward his ear. The other Chuuya walks around him, pressing his whole body against Dazai’s, hands traveling from his waist down to his hips.

    “Do you think you can handle this, shitty mackerel?” Chuuya murmurs into his ear, running his hand through Dazai’s hair, tugging ever so slightly, the way he knows drives Dazai absolutely mad.

    Dazai’s breath catches in his throat. Chuuya has always had this ability to render him speechless with his sharp tongue and fervent touch. Now that he has two pairs of Chuuya’s hands traveling along his body, he feels like his brain has short circuited.

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    Another Chuuya suddenly appears in Dazai and Chuuya's apartment. They make the most out if it. 

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    31 May 2026

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    Dazai draped his hands over Chuuya’s shoulders, letting out a dramatic whine. “Check Twitter, Chuuya! They're already onto me!"

    Chuuya smirked. "Sounds like a you problem, bastard. Don't rope me into this," he said, Dazai letting out an affronted gasp. Did Chuuya not understand what he'd done?

    "But it's chibi's fault!" He complained, but Chuuya only shrugged. "That's not my problem," he said, nodding at the monitor. "They don't exactly know that."

    "And what if they find out it's you? Most of my chat hates you!" Dazai whined, shaking his head. "They'll have my head!"

    But Chuuya? Dazai's chat was not fond of the more straightforward and aggressive streamer.

    "Your brats are just like you," Chuuya replied. "Annoying and dramatic. You did it to yourself, love."

    Or: Soukoku streamer AU. Completely opposite vibe streamers, and their fans hate each other. The twist? They're married.

    NOW WITH AN (OFFICIAL!) PREQUEL BY HALEY: golden-covered chats

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    24 May 2026

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    “Oi, Dazai. We’re here.” Chuuya reached into the car to shake Dazai’s shoulders a bit, rearranging his coat to lay over the man’s back. Dazai swayed and blinked up at him. Whatever painkillers he’d been given had stolen the sharpness from his face. Dazai looked fifteen again, wide-eyed and vulnerable.

    And then he smiled. He smiled and Chuuya’s heart stuttered because it was so fucking real, so small and different from all the painted faces he wore now.

    This was dangerous.

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    23 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    Chuuya invites Dazai over to help him train, and he can’t decide if he wants to fight him or fuck him, so he does both.

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    A sparring session escalates very quickly into an unconventional 69 using a squat rack.

    Heavy on the skk unconventional mating rituals tag.

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    20 May 2026

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    After a chance encounter with a mysterious ability user, Atsushi Nakajima finds himself crawling to Ryuunosuke Akutagawa for help. He's burning up with a sickness that can only be satisfied by the broody bastard himself. When neither can hold back, an illicit arrangement forms. Can they keep their feelings out of the fun? Or is something greater at play, ensuring they fall harder?

    Their pursuit of happiness will put them through the wringer, push their moral limits, and make them dig deeper for whatever it takes to keep what they have.

    One man reaches for the light for a chance at love, and the other dips into the dark to protect it.
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    Weak Inhibitions started off as a short smut fic but has developed into a behemoth of a fic about young love, found families, and accepting peace after trauma. It is a character-driven story that covers dark moments in their lives that influence their decisions and the way they interact with each other. It is also sexually explicit and violent. So, please read the tags.

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    17 May 2026