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    Fingertips trickled down his back, then up again, the back of his nails gliding over each slope of his ribs, counting the divots. “Perfect,” Dazai hummed.

     

    Perfect. He scoffed at the embarrassing praise, but it made his chest feel a little warmer. Perfect for what? There was no use Dazai had for Chuuya’s bones—nobody cared about that part, just the muscles that wrapped around them and filled out the skin they had been left with. Bones couldn’t even feel or think, but they were the last part to remain. It was unfair.

     

    Dazai could pick apart every piece of him and praise the beauty of its role in the mosaic that was his Chuuya.

    tl;dr chuuya struggles with adjusting to his new life at the agency, so dazai plans a date night to cheer him up

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    24 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission he should’ve never been part of—and now, still injured, he’s on his knees waiting for his punishment. Dazai pulls on the leash until their eyes meet.

    “Do you hate me that much?” Dazai asked, voice sweet as honey. Chuuya struggled for the first time. The brunet cradled his cheek, leaning in to lick away his tears. “Enough to destroy the city? Oh, how lovely. I feel the same about you, pet.”

    “I hate you,” Chuuya snarled.

    Dazai rested his forehead against his and hummed. “And yet you’ll give me what I want.”

    “I swear I’ll kill you.”

    A shadow crossed his face. Dazai stepped back slowly, circled the desk, opened a drawer, and tossed the muzzle at Chuuya’s feet.

    “Do it. Before I do.”

    Or: Dazai needs Chuuya inside him to silence the hollow ache in his chest, but asking for it has never been an option.

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    22 Mar 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Nothing unites two people more than hate towards the same person. And when you decide to have sex with your enemy´s sworn rival, you told yourself it would be just a meaningless hook up.

    That is, until feelings get involved.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside. 

    See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too. 

    Or: Soukoku, in three acts.

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    04 May 2025

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    “Oh, you’re alive?” the man said, blinking down at Chuuya’s angrily flailing legs. “Haha, not for long~”
    That was it. Chuuya was going to murder this human.
    “Ow!” the man shrieked, pulling his fingers out of reach of Chuuya’s furiously snapping pincers. “I was kidding, little crab—I was kidding—!”

    (Or: Chuuya tries to save Akutagawa from the consequences of the mermaid prince's terrible decisions, and in the process winds up making some questionable choices of his own.)

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    15 Jun 2024