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sometimes the curtains are just blue by kardiaca
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2026
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Fingertips trickled down his back, then up again, the back of his nails gliding over each slope of his ribs, counting the divots. “Perfect,” Dazai hummed.
Perfect. He scoffed at the embarrassing praise, but it made his chest feel a little warmer. Perfect for what? There was no use Dazai had for Chuuya’s bones—nobody cared about that part, just the muscles that wrapped around them and filled out the skin they had been left with. Bones couldn’t even feel or think, but they were the last part to remain. It was unfair.
Dazai could pick apart every piece of him and praise the beauty of its role in the mosaic that was his Chuuya.
tl;dr chuuya struggles with adjusting to his new life at the agency, so dazai plans a date night to cheer him up
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24 Jun 2026
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Another way (destroy me before I do) by AngelitoBloodsherry for laugan
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
21 Mar 2026
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Chuuya makes a mistake on a mission he should’ve never been part of—and now, still injured, he’s on his knees waiting for his punishment. Dazai pulls on the leash until their eyes meet.
“Do you hate me that much?” Dazai asked, voice sweet as honey. Chuuya struggled for the first time. The brunet cradled his cheek, leaning in to lick away his tears. “Enough to destroy the city? Oh, how lovely. I feel the same about you, pet.”
“I hate you,” Chuuya snarled.
Dazai rested his forehead against his and hummed. “And yet you’ll give me what I want.”
“I swear I’ll kill you.”
A shadow crossed his face. Dazai stepped back slowly, circled the desk, opened a drawer, and tossed the muzzle at Chuuya’s feet.
“Do it. Before I do.”
Or: Dazai needs Chuuya inside him to silence the hollow ache in his chest, but asking for it has never been an option.
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22 Mar 2026
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Nothing unites two people more than hate towards the same person. And when you decide to have sex with your enemy´s sworn rival, you told yourself it would be just a meaningless hook up.
That is, until feelings get involved.
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- Part 1 of Just Tonight
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26 Feb 2026
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I could do so much more with you, he’d sworn, studying Sheep-stained bracelets — longing for a claustrophobic place in his skeptical ribcage. To wound from the inside.
See?, he would have said, from that carcass. You bleed too.
Or: Soukoku, in three acts.
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04 May 2025
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“Oh, you’re alive?” the man said, blinking down at Chuuya’s angrily flailing legs. “Haha, not for long~”
That was it. Chuuya was going to murder this human.
“Ow!” the man shrieked, pulling his fingers out of reach of Chuuya’s furiously snapping pincers. “I was kidding, little crab—I was kidding—!”(Or: Chuuya tries to save Akutagawa from the consequences of the mermaid prince's terrible decisions, and in the process winds up making some questionable choices of his own.)
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15 Jun 2024
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“Remember how I promised to keep you safe? To never let you leave again?”
Chuuya’s lips tremble as he continues to stare at something invisible, murmuring bites of words to himself.
“This is it,” Dazai says and, grasping hold of his chin, he firmly guides Chuuya’s face to look at him. “You are not allowed to leave me, so wherever you currently are, snap out of it and come back to me.”
— or: waking up in a disturbingly familiar cage leaves Chuuya in pieces. Dazai reflects on their past to see how they got here and how to bring Chuuya back. A retelling of Beast.
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- Part 15 of Prompts/Requests
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15 Jun 2024
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A tale of a love from long ago (old version) by ChuoyaNakahara
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Dec 2022
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(this fic has a new version witht he same name in my profile, I'm not deleting this one but pls check the new one)
Dazai is not stupid enough to hide the fact that Chuuya is pretty, sharp features and eyes framed by long eyelashes. Freckles across pale skin and that soft hair that turns bronze under the right light.
His gorgeous and, under Kouyou’s hand, the last traces of street urchin had been hidden under yukatas and the right amount of makeup lining those mesmerizing eyes.
Right now, sleeves rolled up his elbows and a cigarette between his teeth, he looks far away from the elegance Kouyou is trying to impose on him.
But there’s something beautiful in the strange mixture of elegance and Chuuya’s rudeness. It shouldn't be so fitting, but even this looks good on him. He looks good on his dark blue yukata; he looks good with makeup smuggled around his eyes and lipstick-stained cigarette between his gloved fingers.
“What the fuck do you want mackerel?”********************************************
Or the 5+1 moments in skk life that changed everything, but make it Beast universe
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13 Jun 2024
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Chuuya’s life is unexpectedly great: Yokohama is at peace, he hasn’t seen Dazai since Meursault and his wine cellar is always full.
But, when Double Black is asked to take care of a Gifted child, Chuuya faces the ghosts of his past: his heart, his old partner, his loyalty.
He can’t fail this mission. He owes it to the child, to the Flags, to his family, to himself.
Enter Dazai.
Or: Nakahara Chuuya’s guide on how to raise a child with your traitor ex-partner (that you might be in love with).
And of course there’s only one bed.
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08 Dec 2023
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After doing some perfunctory waving and smiling for the crowd, he turns to Chuuya and elbows him in the arm, too high above to reach his waist. “Aren’t you tired yet of always losing to me?”
“I hope you fall off the podium and die,” Chuuya says without breaking his awkward camera grin.
Dazai mock gasps. “Now what would your fans say if they knew the vile things that come out of your mouth when no one’s looking?”
— or, the figure skating AU in which Dazai and Chuuya are forced to become rink mates when they are teenagers, sparking a rivalry that is as catastrophic as it is epic. A story about obsessions.
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28 Sep 2023
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somehow i'm moving on and it pains me by warsfeil
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
25 Feb 2025
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"Generally speaking," Dazai says, and he doesn't sound anything like the Dazai that Chuuya knows, "I can't imagine I'd go through the effort of faking my death when dying is both easier to achieve and more of a pleasant experience. Though it depends on the how and the why, of course."
"Bastard, stop talking in circles and–"
"Boss, huh?" Dazai says, and Chuuya breaks off. It sounds wrong, from Dazai, and Chuuya lets Dazai go. Dazai drops down to both knees, and then sits there, gazing past Chuuya and looking at the makeshift shrine on the imposing wooden desk. There's something dark in his gaze, and it's almost comforting. Almost, because it's familiar; it's a knife in the darkness that Chuuya has watched bring down hundreds of people.
"What," Chuuya snaps. "Going to tell me you want the position back?"
"Back," Dazai murmurs, drumming his fingers on his knees before he finally climbs back up to his feet. His hands go into his pockets, his posture relaxed and easy, and none of it makes any sense. "Chuuya, was I really?"
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In which Dazai of the Beast light novel the Dazai of canon swap places and have to solve some mysteries to return home. Or try to, at least.
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19 Sep 2023
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It’s been seven years since the outbreak. Two weeks since Chuuya last heard from his little sister. That’s two weeks too long. Chuuya has one goal: to find her, no matter how many Infected he has to kill or how much of Asia he has to cover to get to her.
His plans are simple enough. But then Dazai shows up.
Based on The Last Of Us.
Russian translation available here.
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18 Sep 2023
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Dazai was out. Odasaku's words still fresh in his head. All he had to do was lay low for a few years and he could start a new life.
Then Chuuya starts to call.
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05 Jun 2023
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Chuuya being hit with an Ability that alters his mind in a very specific way, where he’s not in a coma, nor is he in any sort of pain, but he’s also very much not himself, and it's up to Dazai to help him — but first he'll have to figure out how.
[Russian translation available HERE]
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25 May 2023
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Dazai draped his hands over Chuuya’s shoulders, letting out a dramatic whine. “Check Twitter, Chuuya! They're already onto me!"
Chuuya smirked. "Sounds like a you problem, bastard. Don't rope me into this," he said, Dazai letting out an affronted gasp. Did Chuuya not understand what he'd done?
"But it's chibi's fault!" He complained, but Chuuya only shrugged. "That's not my problem," he said, nodding at the monitor. "They don't exactly know that."
"And what if they find out it's you? Most of my chat hates you!" Dazai whined, shaking his head. "They'll have my head!"
But Chuuya? Dazai's chat was not fond of the more straightforward and aggressive streamer.
"Your brats are just like you," Chuuya replied. "Annoying and dramatic. You did it to yourself, love."
Or: Soukoku streamer AU. Completely opposite vibe streamers, and their fans hate each other. The twist? They're married.
NOW WITH AN (OFFICIAL!) PREQUEL BY HALEY: golden-covered chats
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- Part 2 of fame-covered love
- Part 1 of twin dark executives (ray's version)
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24 May 2023
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Spinning out waiting for you to pull me in by sunchildsatoru
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
15 May 2023
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“That’s funny,” Tachihara smirks, clearly satisfied with seemingly getting under the class president’s skin with little to no effort. “I don’t see your name on him.”
Oh.
Oh, now he was mad.
Or the one where emotionally constipated yet ridiculously overpowered class president Dazai gets jealous of Tachihara so he gets Chuuya’s soccer jersey with someone else’s name on it. His.
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- Part 1 of BSD High School AU ♡
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19 May 2023
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After Dostoevsky is arrested and everyone had their individual parties, Mori invited the Agency and the Guild for a joint celebration. The Agency needs formal clothes. An unexpected source helps provide it. And, oh, the party turns out more chaotic than originally intended, but what else is new?
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18 May 2023
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"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.
Something's wrong, something's wrong—
This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—
His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.
The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
_______Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.
Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.
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12 May 2023
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How Could I Trust Me With Anyone Else? by Magical_Bucket
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Apr 2023
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""But… Chuuya’s such a loyal dog, and dog's are known for their separation anxiety, right? What if Chuuya gets so unsocialized his tiny brain reverts to growling forever!" Dazai huffed and pouted at the ceiling, Ango couldn’t help but chuckle and shake his head. Oda simply sighed similarly to how a tired, disappointed parent would."
After a raid goes off the rails, Dazai jumps from a window to save Chuuya, landing them both in the hospital. This is fine, according to Dazai. What was not fine, however, was getting dragged to the hospital and separated while Chuuya's phobia mixed with his usual post corruption state existed.
Needless to say, Dazai is not happy about any of it.
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20 Apr 2023
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"Why are you looking at me?"
"...Because I want to."
Or, the story of two boys, desperately trying to pull each other out of the darkness.
RUSSIAN TRANSLATION NOW OUT! (HUGE thank you to youkh173_ on twitter for translating it!)
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20 Apr 2023
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Rumor has it that a figure in Yokohama’s underground scene is holding a contest. The top-voted street racer wins a free enrollment into the next Formula 3 season, all the way in California. They might as well be handing out a one-way ticket to the F1 roster, and all the fame, glory, and money that comes with it.
The entire city’s confident that the best driver that the circuit’s known in decades, Dazai Osamu—street name: McQueen, will win the opportunity.
That is, until a redheaded rookie known by the name of Prince shows up on his streets.
Translations available here.
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16 Apr 2023