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  1. Summary

    In the aftermath of John Sugden, Mack, Aaron, and Robert find themselves closer than ever.
    This follows them as their relationship develops into something more intimate, more precious than they could have ever hoped for, or expected

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    John is always prepared, always has a plan, but nothing could have readied him for the return of Robert Sugden, and learning exactly what he means to Aaron
    The series follows just how far John will go to regain control again, no matter how dire the consequences

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    Aaron and Robert dance the same dance, weather the same storm over and over. They fight, push and pull, and eventually, something's got to give.
    Either one of them has to give up or give in.

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    An insight into the minds of Robert, Aaron, and John as they take in their newly intermingled lives
    They are cyclical — Aaron is the beginning, John is the middle, the in between, and Robert is the end.

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    Shane and Ilya broke up. It was the adult, mature decision they made together and moved on from. Except Shane is still Ilya's emergency contact and Ilya's coach just called.

    Ilya had a seizure. Well, seizures. Multiple. He is in the hospital, in the operation block and suddenly Shane is met with the possibility that last words Ilya Rozanov ever heard from him were "Maybe love isn't enough."

    And then complications occur. And Ilya is not waking up.

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    They’d sat on a perfectly ordinary Wednesday afternoon in their perfectly ordinary kitchen, with coffee that had gone cold on the table between them, and calmly dismantled the life they’d built together. One sentence at a time.

    “Maybe we need space.” “Maybe we’re just hurting each other.” “Maybe love isn’t enough.”

    He wants to go back and shove that version of himself against the wall. Shake him until his teeth rattle.

    Love is the only thing that matters when someone is under general anaesthesia and a stranger is touching their brain, Shane thinks wildly. Love is literally the only currency worth anything in a room like this.

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    12 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

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    A drunken night after the NHL awards in Vegas leads to unexpected consequences for Shane and Ilya.

    A married in Vegas fic.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Shane Hollander disappears from the NHL at twenty with a career-ending “injury.”

    Four years later, he’s the new assistant coach for the Ottawa Centaurs when Ilya Rozanov signs with the team. His former rival. His secret hookup. The father of his daughter.
    Ilya doesn’t know Lily exists and Shane plans to keep it that way.

    But three-year-olds don’t keep secrets, and neither do pale blue eyes.

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    04 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 1

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    He knew Reid was attracted to him, of course he knew that. He could even admit to himself that he found Dr. Oliver… kind of, extremely, stupidly hot.

    Especially when they were arguing. Which they did. Frequently.

    But it was only attraction. Lust. It wasn’t… more than that. Reid and Luke didn’t have long-term potential, did they? Reid saved people’s lives for a living, his career was his top priority. He couldn’t possibly be looking for anything more than the occasional hookup.

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    03 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 4

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    Um…it’s sort of passively smutty? And there’s some implicit Noah-bashing? There’s not a whole lot of plot here.

    (Probably between mature and explicit)

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    27 Dec 2025