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The Winner Takes It All (Maybe I Don't Have To Win Anymore) (Maybe I Already Did) by rozanovimpersonator81
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
31 Mar 2026
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He knows he can never be what Shane needs. No matter how much he may love him. Shane is boring. He wants a family. A cottage. Summers of relaxation and laughter. Ilya knows that’s not possible. He spends the summer lying in sweat staring at popcorn ceilings, hating himself until he rises. Torturing himself with athletics until he feels satisfied with the pain endured. Like he has paid the toll for existing that day.
He presses his forehead against the glass again and peers down the 28 floors to the bush-lined concrete sidewalk below.
“I wonder if I would be recognizable after the fall?”
He hopes not.
Slowly he stands and drags a chair to the edge. Drunk as he is, he climbs upon it. Leans over and screams,
“Take me. FUCK JUST TAKE ME ALREADY! God, you are coward! You cannot even put me out of this misery. I must do it myself, da? Fuck you.” He spouts and climbs down again
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Ilya struggles with his depression and suicidal thoughts and considers leaving hockey, or this world
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[podfic] you took my heart (i was sleeping) by novathesuper
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
04 Jan 2026
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It’s winter in Hawkins, and Mike and Will aren’t speaking anymore. Living in Mike’s house, Will tries to be invisible, spending most of his time in the basement.
Then the power goes out — and if there’s one thing he dreads more than facing Mike, it’s the cold.
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Seven nights in which Mike and Will have to sleep in the same bed, even though they’re barely friends anymore.
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13 May 2026
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Ilya doesn’t say anything. He keeps watching Shane from the doorway. When he speaks, his voice is quiet and he’s looking down at his bare feet. “You said you would stay,” he says. “That is what I remember.”
In which Shane freaks out but doesn't leave in episode four.
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11 May 2026
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When allegations against a youth coach begin circulating online, most of the league treats it like a joke.
Ilya Rozanov laughs along with everyone else. Nothing bad happened to him, at least that’s what he's always believed.
Or, a look into Ilya Rozanov’s childhood and how it shaped him.- Language:
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31 Mar 2026
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Duty of Care by boopboop
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Ilya Rozanov, get loved.
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- Part 3 of Duty of Care
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31 Mar 2026