ryuutsushi



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    Disease follows Akutagawa, a 22-year-old man living in a quiet part of Yokohama, as he raises his little sister, Gin, all on his own. Haunted by a difficult past and a persistent cough he dismisses as asthma, Akutagawa clings to the routine that keeps him going—until an unexpected meeting with Atsushi Nakajima shakes his carefully controlled world. Gin is the only thing that has ever given his life meaning, but Atsushi’s arrival hints at new possibilities, challenging Akutagawa’s long-held beliefs and opening the door to emotions he never thought possible.

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    14 Mar 2026

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    "I need blood and it's your fault."

    "What? How is that my fault—"

    "Because you made me promise."

    Words died between them, and for the first time since Akutagawa had made himself known, Atsushi could hear the rain again.

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    The blood bags aren't cutting it anymore and if Akutagawa is going to keep his promise to Atsushi, they need to figure out an alternative solution, and maybe finally explore some feelings along the way.

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Sometimes all you need is to hold someone close.

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Akutagawa wrestles with burgeoning feelings for a certain were-tiger. After a brush with death, he must resolve feelings of his past, present, and future.

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    Aku angst with fluff eventually.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Saliva gathers in Atsushi’s mouth. He swallows it down—that familiar, fundamental feeling within his stomach like he wants to… touch.

    He wonders how he could make Akutagawa cry like that.

    The thought sparks through his body like thin-wire electricity, about to explode.

    or: atsushi makes an unfortunate discovery about his increasingly-more-personal relationship with akutagawa. (ft. a bit of self-hate, an internet porn cafe, and a considerable amount of akutagawa crying)

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    19 Feb 2026

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