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one direction has been famous for years but now at the peak of their career harrys mental health seems to be declining.
He doesn’t talk as much he used to and smiling feels like a chore.This is the tw for panic attacks, eating disorders and sh! If you feel triggered by these topics please don’t read this! If you need help please reach out to friends, family or professional. It will get better!
Keep reading for the boys comforting Harry and helping him to keep living.
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at the end of suffering, there’s a home by aioio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Sets during the COVID-19 pandemic.
Yuna Hollander is tired, cautious, and quietly prejudiced. Ilya Rozanov is sick, far from home, and far more fragile than she’s prepared for.
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17 Feb 2026
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"Ah right, well this is kind of a perfect segue into my news: a coach from Russia reached out to me about teaching over the summer."
"He reached out to you Pike, and not me? The Russian? Who is this supposed coach?"
"He's legit, I've seen his stats, his name is Grisha Berezkina," he sounds out the name slowly, pulling up the conversation thread between the two of them, and not noticing how Ilya pales before he lunges for the phone.
(A part of the past that Ilya had long buried comes crawling back just as he settles in Ottawa, and it sends him in a spiral.)
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17 Feb 2026
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Grady v. Rozanov by Pickle_Chips
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Feb 2026
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“Mm, not stuff his pockets with the drug everyone thinks makes you gay right before a press conference? Maybe!” Ilya’s voice chimed happily from the phone.
“You wanna tell us why you’re so acquainted with Rush that you can identify it in 780p, Ilya?” Kip asked.
“…I have so much leather to deodorize, Kip Grady. So many sports cars, you know.”
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Kip can't believe no one else can tell how outrageously gay Ilya Rozanov is, but he's not complaining, he's happy to have someone else to talk to at all the hockey functions.
Or: Perfect gaydar haver Ilya Rozanov finally gets a taste of his own medicine. A series of looks into Kip and Ilya's friendship, starting after the cottage.
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07 Feb 2026
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Fate and the media are hell bent on making sure Ilya Rozanov ends up dead or on a porn website. Unfortunately for both he's a spiteful bastard with talent that's impossible to ignore and an agent that missed her calling as world conqueror.
No one is happy about his place in the NHL.
Never one to lay down and die, Ilya tries to navigate a world not made for him and hell bent on kicking him out of it.
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- Part 2 of An Uncomfortable Existence
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02 Feb 2026
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Knock, Knock by a_romantic_demise
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
12 Feb 2026
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Now, Kip was hardly the most well versed in hockey, but he knew enough. Between his dad and Scott, he’d learned a lot about the game, and he’d certainly watched enough to recognize some of the more famous players. So when he looked across the hall at the offending door, he absolutely recognized Ilya fucking Rozanov standing in the hallway, looking at him.
Shane Hollander’s door clicked shut behind Rozanov, and neither of them moved.
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Kip leaves a hookup with Scott at one of the All-Stars games. Ilya leaves a hookup with Shane at that same All-Stars game. At the exact same time.
Chaos ensues.
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01 Feb 2026