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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    The morning after the Breakdown(TM).

    Eddie wakes up with the emotional hangover. Buck stays.

    (added on to what you might have seen on tumblr)

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    29 May 2022

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    23 Mar 2022

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    After Eddie goes through an entire box of Frank’s tissues in a week and finally manages to read through those reddit stories without flinching, he tells Frank, “I think I want to have sex. Like with a man. Gay sex.”

    Frank tilts his head, pressing the tip of his middle finger against the space between his eyebrows, and sighs. He makes a note — Eddie wonders, half-hysterical, if he’s writing down the words gay sex — and then taps the end of his pen against his knee as he meets Eddie’s eyes.

    “Do I have to tell you that you don’t have to?” Frank asks, mild.

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    or, eddie sleeps with men that aren't buck until, well, you know.

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    25 Feb 2022

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    Eddie, ten years younger, in this awful 2010, blinks up at him. He's still sitting slumped on the curb, and for a second Buck thinks he might tell him to fuck off, but then his eyes fall shut and there’s something — aching and painfully vulnerable in the bend of his mouth, the faint tension in his brow. “My…um, girlfriend, I guess. She’s pregnant.”

    “Holy shit,” Buck says.

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    or, buck deals with some wonky dimensional/time travel and then breaks up with his girlfriend. eddie, obviously, is involved.

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    21 Feb 2022

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    Buck’s eyes fall shut, something pained and vulnerable sliding into the bend of his eyebrows. “I’m…I’m with Taylor now,” he says, barely a whisper.

    And Eddie’s been doing a pretty good job at being brave about all of this, at not flinching away from Buck’s rejection, but that hits and burrows.

    “Okay.”

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    or, in which eddie's will reveal is a love confession, and buck takes a second to catch up

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    14 Feb 2022

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    The commissioner signs off on a workplace documentary set in the 118 to better community attitudes towards the fire department.

    Unfortunately, whatever is going on between Firefighters Buckley and Diaz is a much more interesting story.

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    13 Feb 2022

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    She’s been sat at home all day, alternating between flicking through the regular trashy daytime television, and baking an absurd amount of cakes. She’s already boxed an entire ginger cake for her mother. But, for now, it’s a Friday afternoon and she’s finally hit her breaking point of boredom.

    Which led her here. Standing outside of Eddie’s house.

    Only, Eddie isn’t the one who’s opened the door. It’s not Eddie standing there, mild surprise on his face as a towel hangs dangerously loose over his hips, water dripping down onto his bare chest.

     

    Or, the one in which Ana's boyfriend is almost definitely in love with his best friend only....he doesn't know.

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    06 Feb 2022

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    He still gets stuck in it sometimes: the absolute silence after the shot, and time so, so still in that endless second when Eddie’s eyes met his. When the air turned cool against the skin of Buck’s face because there was something else, now, something warmer, sticky in his eyelashes, pooling at the corner of his mouth. Staining him in a way that will never, never come out, all in the time it took to remember how to breathe again.

    It didn’t happen fast at all. There are days when Buck wakes up and thinks it might still be happening.

    And Eddie is—Eddie won’t—Eddie—

    or, six months after the near-fatal shooting of a member of the LAFD, footage of the incident surfaces on social media.

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    06 Feb 2022

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    The sun is in Auguste’s eyes when he dies. It is there when he wakes up, too.

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    05 Feb 2022

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    “So,” Eddie starts, taking a long sip. “How long have I had the ring?”

    Hen chokes on her coffee.

    “I’m sorry,” she says, eyes wide behind her glasses. “What ring?”

    or: an amnesia au (with a twist).

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    01 Feb 2022

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    It all starts with the coffee maker.

    To be more precise, it starts with Buck realizing he’s maddeningly in love with Eddie, but that is not the problem in and of itself. The problem is that Buck realizes that he’s maddeningly in love with Eddie and then, as if the revelation wasn't enough of a thing to turn Buck’s world on its head, his magic starts sputtering and cluttering and stuttering all over the place.

    So it all starts with the coffee maker.

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    30 Jan 2022

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    “Everyone!” Around forty heads turn, and Buck shifts on his feet uncomfortably at the attention. “This is my old friend Buck and his husband, Eddie.”
    “Uh,” Buck makes, turning to Eddie with wide eyes. Eddie's looking just as stunned. “Connor, I think you got–”
    He cuts himself off when Eddie wraps an arm around his waist.

    ~

    at the winter wedding of an old friend, buck and eddie pretend to be married to each other. the plan has no weaknesses, obviously, not even mistletoe or anyone’s secret feelings…

     

     

     

    they call it the season of giving
    i'm here, i'm yours for the taking

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    17 Jan 2022

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    12 Jan 2022

  14. Public Bookmark 8

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    Professor Barnes and professor Rogers have a crush on each other. Will they finally act on their feelings just before the year ends?

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    22 Dec 2021

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    "I talk a lot. It’s probably not fun to sit through for something you’ll just instantly forget."

    Eddie tilts his head. “Who’s forgetting?”

    in which we learn about fermented milk products, discover that dolphins are sex fiends, and realize that sometimes, it really is all about knowing and being known.

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    19 Dec 2021

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    Eddie doesn’t remember the shooting and Buck is haunted by it. As they struggle with their feelings for each other, Eddie and Buck grapple with the realities of trauma recovery and the understanding that everyone heals at their own pace. Coda to 4.14.

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    19 Dec 2021

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    "Eddie has always felt safe, with Buck at his back. Yet that isn’t enough anymore, not when Christopher is waking up screaming. Not when Eddie hasn’t been okay for a long time. Buck is not enough to save him, and Eddie doesn’t know how to say that, especially when Buck looks up, meets his eye, and says, “Don’t go.”"

    Or: in the aftermath of leaving the 118, Eddie confronts his trauma, drinks beer with Buck, and goes to therapy - not exactly in that order, though

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    18 Dec 2021

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    Buck couldn’t remain here alone with all his racing thoughts. Catastrophizing. That’s what his therapist called it. He had to move. He continued trying to dig his way with his good hand, but the way the rocks had fallen, if he removed one, another took its place. It was like he was inside an hourglass.

    But he wouldn’t give up.

    There. Was he hearing things? A scraping sound.

    His adrenaline spiked. He pawed at the rocks again, because noise meant movement and movement meant—

    “Buck?”

    “Eddie?” Buck rasped.

     He was alive! Eddie was alive.

    (Or Buck and Eddie get trapped in a cave-in and things go from bad to worse.)

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    12 Dec 2021

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    Buck gets a boyfriend and Eddie is totally fine with that. Really.

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    12 Dec 2021

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    “Buck does what he wants,” Eddie says. “I’d rather be there to catch him than stand by and watch him fall.”

    And, oh, it’s like that. 

    Or: every time Bobby ends up on the wrong side of the hospital doors

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    12 Dec 2021

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