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It’s like clockwork– Elias, Brock, and Quinn, all ticking hands on a stopwatch with an impending end. There’s something intriguingly dysfunctional about the simplicity of it, the inevitability.
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“I’m Zayn, by the way.”
The name’s as pretty as he is, and Liam rolls the syllables over his tongue: “Zayn. That’s nice. I’m just– Liam.”
“Leeyum,” Zayn says, stretching Liam’s name across the span of his canines, and it makes something roil exquisitely in the pit of his stomach.
He ignores it as best as he can, offers Zayn a smile that he hopes doesn’t split his cheeks too earnestly the way his mom likes. Something about the quirk of Zayn’s lips he gets in return, the cigarette still tucked like a well-guarded secret between them, suggests he wasn’t too successful.
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It's the brink of Western Canadian summer. Zayn and Louis are best friends; so are Liam and Harry. They meet, by chance, and all their roots intertwine.
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The laughter has long died in Harry’s throat: Zayn is beautiful, Zayn is ornamental, and Zayn is like something inevitable wrenched between Harry and Liam, dark eyes roving between them like a snake waiting to strike.
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“You gonna ride me, Pete?” J.T. goads, hair already sex-mussed, eyes more pupil than iris. His teeth sink into Elias’s shoulder with the kind of pointed pressure that’ll leave bruises.
Elias is going to eat him alive.
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TRADEOFF: a balance achieved between two desirable but incompatible features; a compromise.
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- Part 2 of the 40 and 9 69 universe!
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“Maybe–” Brock hesitates. He looks down almost bashfully at one of his big hands, where it’s splayed across Elias’s thigh; lifts the other, palms one of the shots abandoned on the counter and downs it. He wipes his mouth.
“Maybe you should fuck him.”Series
- Part 1 of the 40 and 9 69 universe!
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It’s one thing to want J.T., but it’s a whole other to want him because Brock wants him to. It’s with a dizzying recognition that Elias registers, not for the first time, that there aren’t many things he wouldn’t do for Brock. And, in this case– seeing as Brock wants nothing other than for the team to regain the easy grace of playing with one another, for them to cast their differences aside– it’s not exactly a difficult concession to make.
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Mark is confronted with flashes and recollections from the worst day of his life.
Or, what happens when memories make up your nightmares.
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28 Dec 2025
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Her eyes burn into his and for a moment he is taken back to their very first date, when she wore that brilliant red dress and they whiled away the hours at some snooty bar. The look on her face makes him think she goes back, too.
“Stay with me?”
“Always.”
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Five times Gemma comes home to Mark, and one time she doesn’t.
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28 Dec 2025
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AU. Zayn and Liam are boxers, Louis and Niall are footballers, and Harry just hangs out with a lot of hot, famous people.
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28 Jul 2025
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The thing he missed most was Zayn. All of him, from his cranky morning self to the wanton boy fucking down on Liam’s dick later that night (and sometimes in the afternoon as well). The one who could spout poetry like it was his native tongue and the one who could barely say anything when he was deeply upset. The one who wore fake glasses and felt at home in Liam’s clothes. The one who was mad for kids and shrieked at the sight of spiders. The one who cried in Ghana and the one who drew superheroes who looked like Liam. The one who didn’t eat pork and the one who quietly but fiercely loved Allah.
Zayn. Liam’s Zayn. The one who, not long ago, had whispered things in Urdu into Liam’s neck that felt like beautiful promises.
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Zayn Malik is there to save lives, not fall for one.
Corporal Liam Payne is fearless, reckless, and annoyingly charming—with more near-death stories than sense.
Their connection is slow, sharp, and impossible. And the closer they get, the more they stand to lose.
Because in the middle of a war, love is collateral.
And no one walks away unscathed.
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12 Apr 2025