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free eddie diaz from the closet T_T
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or the angels beyond the mountain pass
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tell you my sins (sharpen your knife) by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinson for teenytinytomlinson
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17 Sep 2024
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Maybe it’s a lifetime of carefully guarding himself, maybe it’s a disdain for this whole idea, or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s been holding back with Buck, holding back with Bobby, holding back with his parents. Bottle all of that up and something has to give. “Buddy, I don’t think God’s been close to me in years. If he ever was.”
The priest doesn’t react. Just calmly asks, “Let me phrase it like this, then: what do you need to say out loud? Maybe something you’ve never said before.”
And this. This is what Eddie had been driving at. What might actually bring him peace instead of unsettling memories that drip cold down his spine.
“I love him. I love him and he doesn’t know.”
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Eddie confesses to Buck, fucks a priest, and finds his way—not necessarily in that order.
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18 Sep 2024
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tell you my sins (sharpen your knife)
by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinsonjealous buck made me need to take so many breaths, oh god wow, didn't know my type is possessive buck
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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14 Sep 2024
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ice cream before dinner
by cloudydaisieswhat do you do when you open ao3 wanting to read a fic, but instead you come across a reflection of yourself? of your broken selves put whole again into something beautiful, that's how i felt reading this
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Eddie was talking. Just one second ago Eddie was talking to him and then he stopped. Suddenly everyone around him starts running and screaming. The screams. Buck knows they're there but it's like he can't hear them. He freezes and all he can look at is Eddie.
Eddie falling down to the ground.
Eddie reaching out to him as a puddle of his blood forms around him.
Eddie's eyes slowly closing.
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or, Eddie dies in the shooting and Buck has to learn how to live without him
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Six months after Eddie comes out to the team, and three months after Eddie confesses his feelings for Buck (and Buck rejects him), Eddie starts dating men.
And Buck is totally fine with that. Really.
Alternatively titled, Eddie’s hot girl summer
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16 Aug 2024
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Stay here, honey (I don’t want to share)
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“I’m on Grindr now.”
“Bullshit.”
“No, I’m serious.” Eddie pulls out his phone and opens the app for Buck to see. It’s a week from the day of Pride, and his surprise sexuality crisis, and he’s already on the apps.
“Holy shit, you are on Grindr.”
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Buck and Eddie have vastly different nights at Pride. Then very similar summers.- Language:
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my home is your body
by coldbam