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tell you my sins (sharpen your knife) by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinson for teenytinytomlinson
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
17 Sep 2024
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Maybe it’s a lifetime of carefully guarding himself, maybe it’s a disdain for this whole idea, or maybe it’s just the fact that he’s been holding back with Buck, holding back with Bobby, holding back with his parents. Bottle all of that up and something has to give. “Buddy, I don’t think God’s been close to me in years. If he ever was.”
The priest doesn’t react. Just calmly asks, “Let me phrase it like this, then: what do you need to say out loud? Maybe something you’ve never said before.”
And this. This is what Eddie had been driving at. What might actually bring him peace instead of unsettling memories that drip cold down his spine.
“I love him. I love him and he doesn’t know.”
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Eddie confesses to Buck, fucks a priest, and finds his way—not necessarily in that order.
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18 Sep 2024
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tell you my sins (sharpen your knife)
by SymphonySoldier97, teenytinytomlinsonjealous buck made me need to take so many breaths, oh god wow, didn't know my type is possessive buck
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Missing Chris is less of an emotion these days and more of a physical entity. He’s sure everyone can see that he’s slowly hollowing himself out, that he can’t do much of anything else.
But when Jee laughs at him trying to get his tongue to touch his nose, and Mara loops one of her arms through his to keep him from tossing the rest of his cup in the garbage, Eddie feels solid again.
Maybe he likes yellow birthday cake ice cream after all.
(or, gerrard messes with the team's schedules and eddie 'i just drove my son to flee the state' diaz is the only option to watch mara and jee-yun after school on tuesdays, which, shouldn't be a problem at all, right?)
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14 Sep 2024
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ice cream before dinner
by cloudydaisieswhat do you do when you open ao3 wanting to read a fic, but instead you come across a reflection of yourself? of your broken selves put whole again into something beautiful, that's how i felt reading this
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Six months after Eddie comes out to the team, and three months after Eddie confesses his feelings for Buck (and Buck rejects him), Eddie starts dating men.
And Buck is totally fine with that. Really.
Alternatively titled, Eddie’s hot girl summer
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16 Aug 2024
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Stay here, honey (I don’t want to share)
by stockholm_syndrom -
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“I’m on Grindr now.”
“Bullshit.”
“No, I’m serious.” Eddie pulls out his phone and opens the app for Buck to see. It’s a week from the day of Pride, and his surprise sexuality crisis, and he’s already on the apps.
“Holy shit, you are on Grindr.”
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Buck and Eddie have vastly different nights at Pride. Then very similar summers.- Language:
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15 Aug 2024
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my home is your body
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Eddie was talking. Just one second ago Eddie was talking to him and then he stopped. Suddenly everyone around him starts running and screaming. The screams. Buck knows they're there but it's like he can't hear them. He freezes and all he can look at is Eddie.
Eddie falling down to the ground.
Eddie reaching out to him as a puddle of his blood forms around him.
Eddie's eyes slowly closing.
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or, Eddie dies in the shooting and Buck has to learn how to live without him
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Eddie is all fucking over him.
He falls asleep with his body sprawled over the broad expanse of Buck’s chest and wakes up with his face buried into the skin of his neck. They watch a movie together on Eddie’s couch and Eddie practically sits in his lap, head tucked under Buck’s chin as he blinks at the screen. When they’re alone, Eddie can’t stop himself from peppering kisses to Buck’s lips and his cheeks and his forehead as Buck giggles and pretends to try and duck. Under the dinner table every night, Eddie will hook his foot around Buck’s ankle and make Buck duck his head into a flushed smile. And Eddie is always, always holding Buck’s hand—running errands and in their own bed and at the grocery store and across the console while Buck’s driving them to work.
Maybe he’s just in the honeymoon stage. Or maybe this is how he’ll always feel—like every second he’s not touching Buck is a second wasted.
in which eddie is in love and a bit clingy about it.
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31 Jul 2024
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deep inside a gold mine by marviless
fluff so much fluff cute, Eddie possessive fluff, Eddie kinda taken care of by Buck
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It's been four weeks since everything fell to pieces. Four weeks since Chris left, almost as long since work became a nightmare.
Four weeks since Eddie started withdrawing from Buck.
And Buck...has had enough.
If he needs to take out the trash (both metaphorically and literally) to makes things right, he will.
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[Post-7x10 fix-it, because fuck that finale]Bookmarked by schrolling
01 Jun 2024
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oh my god love this, Buddie done justice
fuck kinard, fuck gerard, fuck ortiz. hope they burn both on earth and in hell
I don't need you (I do)
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The chances of being struck by lightning twice are incredibly minute, but Buck still manages to pull it off. During a double date with Marisol and Natalia, nonetheless. Eddie manages to resuscitate him, but as Buck recovers from yet another trauma, Eddie can’t help but notice there’s something very different about him. He’s not quite sure what version of Buck he got back.
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She all but drags him to their table and gives him a stern look as soon as they’re sitting down. “You didn’t wanna interrupt their date, did you?”
“Their–” Eddie pauses. “What? They’re not– Buck’s not–”
“Eddie,” she says. “They were on a date. Definitely.”
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Eddie and Marisol run into Buck and Tommy on a date. Eddie is not jealous.
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06 Apr 2024
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how was that Eddie? It backfired huh? Just "clicked" well their lips just "touched"
"my heart aches with love for you"
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When Ruby came, she offered a path to save Dean from Hell: the mark and the blade. Sam forced Dean to take it.
They couldn't have known what that would do to them. Or what it would make of them.- Language:
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- 41/41
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24 Feb 2024
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world breaking, heaven and earth is falling down, just like it rewrites my reality, and the panic rooms's arc? ugh, omg i'm, the desperation is so good
Made Knowing in Blood by winsive
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[Season 8 AU]
When Dean disappeared, Sam drove. He didn't stop until he hit something. This time Sam doesn't hit a dog, he hits Dean. But with the way Dean's acting, there might not be much of a difference.
Sam wants to fix him. Dean just wants Sammy to himself, and he's pretty sure biting him will do the trick.
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- English
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- 294,145
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- 31/31
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24 Feb 2024
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life changing, altered my brain chemistry
In Spite of the Teeth by winsive
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His Favourite Colour Is Blue by A_J_Crowley
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
12 Nov 2020
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"It was part of the punishment, Crowley suspected. To be stripped of such things. An artist made blind to the dazzling glamor of his own creations. He could no longer see the blushing pink of the cosmos he’d painted. The vibrant scarlet of cosmic cloud. The decadent shades of yellow with which he had shrouded the stars, dressing them in a veil of gold that would make the kings of Man avert their eyes in shame, enraptured by their beauty.
They were lost to him now. Nothing but memories of a world long since dulled; dusty with the remnants of ash."
SUMMARY: A poetic one shot exploring the unseen cost of the Fall; the tragic nature of a serpent's eyes.
When Crowley can no longer hide the true devastation of his loss, Aziraphale is there to help pick up the pieces.Series
- Part 6 of The Good Book Of Omens
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22 Aug 2023
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It’s not as if Sam doesn’t know what makes Dean tick, after all. He can’t have forgotten all the fantasies Dean has shared with him over the years, even the really nasty, violent ones that flushed Sam's cheeks a glaring scarlet, evoked awed responses like "Jesus, Dean, you’re really into stuff like that?" Dean didn't mind - quite liked watching Sam squirm, actually - and he'd long since accepted that he’d likely never get Sam on board with acting out the more grisly tales buried deep in his spank bank. But then again, Sam is different since he...
Dean still can’t use the words “Sam” and “died” together in the same sentence.
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16 Jun 2023
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This is not a love story by animurder
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Twitch - Fandom, Real Person Fiction
04 Jan 2022
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There was no way of telling who had made the first move.
At first, barely a peck, a hesitant brush of lips, both men pulling back quickly, foreheads still touching, sharing breath, eyes locked on each other.
As if daring one another, dancing even, seeing who would act first.
Austin’s hand found its way to the edge of Hasan’s jaw and as he felt the rough stubble beneath his fingers, he had a moment where he had the surprisingly sober thought that this could not possibly be happening.
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This is not a love story
He reminded himself, wanting to be loved so badly that his fingers shook with it.
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11 Jun 2023
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i love the denial, the suppressed pining, the realization of "too-late", and finally just committing into the moment
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ship-to-ship combat by pomeloquat
Fandoms: Superman - All Media Types, Batman - All Media Types
03 Jan 2024
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"Clark. What the hell is this," Lois asks, staring at Clark's Bruceman WIP folder. Clark's first instinct is to fly away, but that would still leave his fic on display for her to see. His second instinct is to blast a hole straight through his laptop screen with his heat vision, which isn't much better.
Clark, in an attempt to make some spare cash, unintentionally stumbles into the world of superhero fanfiction, becomes a prolific writer for Gotham's OTP, and tries his best to fend off rival fans who want him to convert to superbat instead.- Language:
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13 Apr 2023
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it's so good, so silly, Superman has exactly (1) one brain cell, and Batman only has one more.
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You don’t realize how close you’ve gotten until you feel sand on your belly. You’ve almost crawled onto the beach to be near your pretty, sad boys.
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01 Feb 2023
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28 Jan 2023
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This encapsulate so much, it's so goood, like wow
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The Kiss That Launched a Single Love by Eristastic
Fandoms: The Song of Achilles - Madeline Miller, The Iliad - Homer
22 Mar 2016
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Caught between the sun and the stars, Patroclus learns to thrive in the shadows and bloom as himself.
[AU in which Helen and Patroclus are twins and he goes to Troy with her]
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- 26/26
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10 Nov 2022
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Pat never bothers to call himself special; He’s borderline at schoolwork and may be outstanding at biology, but his life is dull in comparison with a boy that keeps popping up in his life, the much admired and arrogant Achilles. Pat would ignore him if it weren't for the weird feeling of déjà vus and the random words popping into his head whenever they cross paths, and he's beginning to think there might be more to this than he first thought.
(Patrochilles Reincarnation AU, where Achilles and Pat are allowed to keep their names and appearances in exchange for their memories on earth. At least, that was the plan)