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“A-And how do I know you’re not lying?” Jerma asks, and he hates how scared it sounds.
“Jerma. C’mon.” Ludwig looks amused and annoyed at the same time. It’s a talent of his. He gives him a wide grin. “Lying is illegal in war. You’re keeping the jacket?” -
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It's too much. He turns to give him a questioning look and there's the thing. The issue. The real issue. Jerma feels guilty, but not as much as he should.
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“Are you kidding me? Oh, my God, you don’t pronounce it right either,” he laughs, mean, and Ludwig hears more shuffling around coming from the other side of the door, “How do you not know how to pronounce the name of your own boytoy?”
Ludwig’s entire cheek is pressed against the door. What. -
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They’ve been closer, so much closer, but as he looks over to see his eyes screwed up in Ludwig’s signature laugh, his perfect hair growing messy and falling over his forehead, the only thought running through Jerma’s brain is ‘Do not get any closer’.
Ludwig seems to have missed the memo.
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He slowly raises his eyes from the girl to Ludwig, and hopes he won’t make him say it. Ludwig just stares back at him. Jerma wishes to never have as much power as he does in this room.
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you look like someone i could bury in the garden (cover you in diamonds) by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
04 May 2022
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Ludwig doesn’t know what it is he feels for Jerma. He doesn’t think it’s love. It’s similar, maybe, some kind of deep, unshakable bond, something tender, something careful, something to keep him honest, kind, and true. Something that makes him want to be better yet worse. Something that takes his body from both ends and twists him like bubble wrap until all his bones pop the same way. An enormous feeling, an insane feeling, a deranged feeling. All-encompassing. Dangerous. Powerful. It’s possessiveness, maybe. That would make sense. It amounts to the selfishness he feels so often.
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29 May 2022
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'Get on my back, hope the pain will die down / Ashamed of my mind, ashamed of my body'
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- Part 2 of RPF Oneshots
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09 Mar 2022
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Jerma shudders. A memory suddenly springing forward and sending a zip up his spine.
Amused moans deep from Joel’s chest, dark rumbling commands, doubling down, giving him no room to argue, a growl of approval, a proud “Good fucking boy…”
Jerma turns into his pillow and whines, all loud and high pitched, trying to ignore his burning cheeks and subconsciously rocking hips. The little motion bringing back the reminder of the dildo between his legs like a slap to the face.
He didn’t want to go back to fucking himself for no reason. Well- He’d have a bit of material to let his imagination run with now… But it wasn’t nearly as good as the real thing. It might just end up frustrating him more…
Jerma eyes up his phone, yet to fall back asleep, lying face up on his pillow. Joel should be awake… right?
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11 Feb 2022
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Ludwig’s thoughts, feelings, and bodily autonomy are called into question after the shining glory of saving the day and getting the girl has worn off.
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- Part 3 of Nicotine ‘Verse
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10 Feb 2022
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if i had you in front of me, i would blow your mind by Anonymous
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
09 Feb 2022
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“Hey, alright. Don’t you think there’s like, something maybe he could do… after the show to… convince you?”
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- Part 3 of getting away with it
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09 Feb 2022