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you look like someone i could bury in the garden (cover you in diamonds) by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
04 May 2022
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Ludwig doesn’t know what it is he feels for Jerma. He doesn’t think it’s love. It’s similar, maybe, some kind of deep, unshakable bond, something tender, something careful, something to keep him honest, kind, and true. Something that makes him want to be better yet worse. Something that takes his body from both ends and twists him like bubble wrap until all his bones pop the same way. An enormous feeling, an insane feeling, a deranged feeling. All-encompassing. Dangerous. Powerful. It’s possessiveness, maybe. That would make sense. It amounts to the selfishness he feels so often.
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29 May 2022
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28 Apr 2022
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17 Mar 2022
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'Get on my back, hope the pain will die down / Ashamed of my mind, ashamed of my body'
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- Part 2 of RPF Oneshots
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09 Mar 2022
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16 Feb 2022
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14 Feb 2022
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Jerma shudders. A memory suddenly springing forward and sending a zip up his spine.
Amused moans deep from Joel’s chest, dark rumbling commands, doubling down, giving him no room to argue, a growl of approval, a proud “Good fucking boy…”
Jerma turns into his pillow and whines, all loud and high pitched, trying to ignore his burning cheeks and subconsciously rocking hips. The little motion bringing back the reminder of the dildo between his legs like a slap to the face.
He didn’t want to go back to fucking himself for no reason. Well- He’d have a bit of material to let his imagination run with now… But it wasn’t nearly as good as the real thing. It might just end up frustrating him more…
Jerma eyes up his phone, yet to fall back asleep, lying face up on his pillow. Joel should be awake… right?
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11 Feb 2022
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Ludwig’s thoughts, feelings, and bodily autonomy are called into question after the shining glory of saving the day and getting the girl has worn off.
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- Part 3 of Nicotine ‘Verse
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10 Feb 2022
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if i had you in front of me, i would blow your mind by Anonymous
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
09 Feb 2022
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“Hey, alright. Don’t you think there’s like, something maybe he could do… after the show to… convince you?”
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- Part 3 of getting away with it
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09 Feb 2022
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01 Feb 2022
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The maid comes back in the second game. Jerma just hopes it's the same one.
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01 Feb 2022
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29 Jan 2022
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He suddenly felt one of the guy’s hands curl around his waist and Jerma startled, twitching, turning pink. That was deliberate. Absolutely deliberate. He was a second away from stomping his foot and hoping it landed on the guy’s shoe, but he was too worried that his current field blindness would result in him crushing some poor, innocent soul. He opted for a little backwards jab of his elbow.
It did nothing.
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27 Jan 2022
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Take a Penny, Leave a Penny by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
08 Nov 2021
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Cigar smoke hung so heavy in the air that Jerma could practically feel it sinking into his clothes. His eyes burned. It was thick and hazy, lingering in a deep fog. Green’s smile cut through it all like a searchlight. The man’s teeth were big and crooked, sneering, stained yellow from years of tobacco abuse.
“A deal’s a deal, Jeremy, you know that,” Green told him, smug enough to turn Jerma’s stomach. Despite it being so low and rolling, his voice was still commanding and deep enough to sound much too loud in Jerma’s ears, making him feel that much smaller. “I never, ever go back on a deal. Especially not for you. What we’ve got is special.”
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27 Jan 2022
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The Lovely Housewife, Billions in Debt by orphan_account
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Real Person Fiction
20 Mar 2021
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“F-faggot streamer, right? Whatever, whatever. That’s--That’s really mean to say, y-you guys.” He’s cool, though, he has to be. He’s not supposed to enjoy this, he’s got to make this seem like it definitely wasn’t the best thing he’s ever felt, and moves to look at his caged cock, trying to ignore how blissfully pitiful this whole thing was. It aches.
“You’re the perverted ones here, chat,--Not me! I-I didn’t want this.”
Like they’re going to believe that.
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27 Jan 2022
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now i’m just chasing all the sounds in my head by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
14 Sep 2021
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Maybe it was the sheer radiating confidence that had seduced Jerma so thoroughly and so rapidly. The alcohol could’ve also, admittedly, played a major role, but Jerma had the sneaking suspicion that Ludwig would be able to talk him into anything. Anything in the world if he wanted to.
It was thrilling. Kind of terrifying. But mostly thrilling.
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27 Jan 2022
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“Well, Jeremy the guy, Jeremy the person, is not gay.” His blush expanding to the rest of his face, Jerma looks away and sips his drink. “Never even thought about it. Never had any, you know, like, never even any, uh, thoughts about it, never any confusion, never needed to experiment, nothing.”
Ludwig has never been one to squander an opportunity.
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27 Jan 2022
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“C’mere, pretty kitty.” Ludwig jerks the leash. It’s not too hard, but it’s hard enough to command respect. “Come to Daddy, minou.”
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27 Jan 2022
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Note: Affected Calves Are Usually Born Dead by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
14 Feb 2022
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Jerma has a minor and harmless fixation on a spunky college boy who might be a little too young for him. The spunky college boy has a minor and harmless fixation on the intricacies of the human body.
[Indefinite hiatus.]
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27 Jan 2022
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closed curtains and a locked door by bunnysuicidepact (bunnypr0nz)
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF
02 Dec 2021
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“No one will ever know” is a really poor way to designate the perimeters of your morals, but in all fairness, Ludwig has never known any other way.
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27 Jan 2022