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So, yeah, Kageyama’s a jerk, but this is worse. Hinata prefers Kageyama being a jerk to whatever this is, this—cold-shoulder business where Kageyama barely talks to Hinata, and, apparently, can’t stand even being touched by him.
Hinata thinks it can’t get worse, but then Kageyama starts avoiding him. It’s obvious, because the two of them are attached at the hip and spend more time with one another at school than they do without one another. Kageyama stops eating lunch with him, stops racing him to the gym, stops walking home with him. It’s enough that he gets weird looks from the rest of the team, enough that even Tsukishima seems to know not to comment on whatever it is.
Hinata wants to know why. He doesn’t think he did anything in particular, except maybe when he stole Kageyama’s lunch a few weeks ago, but that’s par for the course. Even if that’s it, he can just buy Kageyama a new lunch in return or something—he just wants Kageyama to stop treating him like this, stop making his stomach churn with anxiety and his chest wrench with how empty it is.
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- Part 22 of inktober 2019
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“Stop looking so gloomy, Bakageyama. It’s not like it’s the end of the world.”
Still—Kageyama shifts his gaze to stare down at the various letters in his hands, all the different letterheads of the universities he applied to that Hinata didn’t, all the ones he got accepted where Hinata didn’t and vice versa. The longer he looks, the more real it is—Hinata’s absence is already settling deep in his bones.
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- Part 21 of inktober 2019
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Forever is not hidden in the ring around his finger or in the promises surrounding it; forever was not something Hinata woke up to one day. Forever is lying right within him, in the memories he crafts and holds so tenderly, on the paths he treads. And maybe it always has been there, cruelly, without him noticing it.
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- Part 20 of inktober 2019
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Kageyama will never be Hinata, and Hinata will never be Kageyama. But that’s what’s great about the two of them—they complete one another, fill in the gaps that innately exist in one another without having to ask for anything in return.
Or: just like two sides of the same coin, one necessitates the other.
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- Part 19 of inktober 2019
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It’s a few weeks later, during their lunch period, that Kageyama asks the other question that’s been burning in his throat. “How did you know you were trans?”
Hinata tilts his head to the side, stopping in the middle of bringing food to his mouth. “I mean, there was no one moment. It was a lot of little things adding up,” he says, contemplatively. “Why do you want to know?
Or: these things aren't always obvious.
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- Part 18 of inktober 2019
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i think i saw you in the light once; you were beautiful, and i never learned how to look away by paperpenpal
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
20 Dec 2020
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It never stings any less. Ingrid keeps hoping it will. She thinks, this will be the last time. She says, no more Sylvain.
It is never the last time.
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21 Dec 2020
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the wave we're on by caelam
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
31 Aug 2020
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Felix Fraldarius had always had a soulmate. It was decidedly not Sylvain.
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13 Dec 2020
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if you all outgrow me by eversall
Fandoms: Fire Emblem: Fuukasetsugetsu | Fire Emblem: Three Houses
11 Apr 2020
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When he peers up at Felix, haloed in the setting afternoon sun streaming in through the library windows, he sees, for just a second, a fur-trimmed blue coat with a high collar caressing the curve of Felix’s neck. He blinks, and the image melts back to Felix as he normally is, staring at Sylvain with a sweatshirt on and a stricken look on his face.
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Everyone except Sylvain knows something.
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27 Nov 2020
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or make a home by reptilianraven
Fandoms: Dirk Gently's Holistic Detective Agency (TV 2016)
16 Feb 2019
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“Perhaps,” Dirk says in his best ‘yes, I’m bullshitting you, but I’m your boyfriend and you love me still’ voice. “The universe wants it this way.”
“The universe wants you to always forget to put the cap back on the toothpaste,” Todd says, unimpressed, screwing the cap on himself.
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Or Todd’s adventures in dating Dirk Gently, the mundanities of which unsurprisingly turning out to not be very mundane at all (featuring, among other things: intergalactic wormholes, regular periods of lying down on the floor, and several annoying habits that concern toothpaste and toothbrushes.)
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29 Jul 2020
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Tobio isn't born with a soulmark. It’s not strange.
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