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Truth be told, Dazai made no effort to contradict Fukuzawa when he delivered the envelope with the details of this mission with a little sticky note, clearly in Mori’s handwriting, stating that he’d have to cooperate with the man Dazai vowed to kill at the ripe age of fifteen and has a track record of seven years of absolute failure. Not that Dazai has ever tried hard enough to get closer to his goal, though—not that he’s actually tried at all, for that matter.
Or: Five times Dazai fumbled an opportunity to confess his feelings, and one time he does something about it.
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It twists him, turns him, curls in his chest like something alive, something he knows but can’t dare to name. Chuuya curses the red-black petals that fall from his lips, these nearly rotten things that tear him apart from the inside out. Part of him wants to rip his own traitorous heart out, through a ribcage shattered by feelings he can’t contain.
Anger is easy, a thing he’s learned to control. This— whatever the hell this is— is not.
Or at least it’s easier to feel as though this is beyond his own control, because Chuuya is not in love.
(It feels like a lie even to himself.)
After he's hit by a strange ability, Chuuya is forced to consider truths he'd much rather keep hidden- but not everything is as simple it seems.
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Role reversal AU where Dazai is in the Port Mafia and Chuuya is in the Armed Detective Agency.
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When a famous painting goes missing from the Mori Art Museum, the ADA jumps in to help investigate the case.
So Dazai and Chuuya go on a mission together, solve the mystery together, fight enemies together... and somewhere along the line, they fall in love.- Language:
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27 Nov 2025
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— Дадзай… — Чюїн голос виходить надто тихим і слабким, і навряд чи досягне адресата. Рука тремтяче піднімається, в якійсь ошелешеній спробі зупинити скумбрію. У грудях дико і швидко пульсує паніка, починається гіпервентиляція; дихання поверхневе й швидке.
Щось не так, щось не так…
Дуже боляче, так не повинно бути…Зір розпливається, а голова напружена й болить від стресу та переживань. Це мука такої сили, що Чюя ледве щось усвідомлює.
Розпливчаста постать Дадзая зникає далеко вдалині.[Опинившись у непростому становищі, Дадзай змушений залишити Чюю після використання «Псування» без ретельного огляду. Але він навіть не здогадується, в якому стані перебував Чюя, коли він пішов.
Горе — хороший вчитель того, як цінувати тих, кого любиш. Коли Дадзай повертає Чюю, то добре використовує засвоєні уроки]Bookmarked by silva_x
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"Dazai..." Chuuya's voice comes out too tight and small, unlikely to ever reach Dazai. His hand lifts shakily, in some dazed attempt to stop him. There is panic wild and fast in his chest, the beginnings of hyperventilation, his breaths shallow and quick.
Something's wrong, something's wrong—
This hurts too much, it's not supposed to be like this—
His vision is blurring, and his head is taut and aching with the stress and anxiety and so much anguish that he can barely comprehend it.
The last of Dazai's hazy form disappears, far in the distance.
_______Forced into a difficult situation, Dazai has to leave Chuuya behind post-Corruption without his usual thorough check-up. Only, he has no idea just what state Chuuya was in as he was walking away from him that night.
Grief is a good teacher on how to value those you love. When he gets Chuuya back, Dazai uses his lessons well.
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