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    “So,” Ilya starts, drumming his fingers on his knees. “You want tuna melt when we get home?” 

    “What?” Shane says, distracted. “We just had dinner.” 

    “Yes,” Ilya says. “But you had children’s portion.” 

    Shane sends him an incredulous look. “I had two servings.” 

    “Of baby food.” 

    “Ilya.” 

    “Shane.” 

    Shane sighs. “Can we not do this? Please.” 

    Unfortunately for Shane, they must do this.

    Or: Shane's restrictive eating versus Hayden Pike and Ilya Rozanov.

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    “So,” Ilya says, dragging the word out. He’s swiping at non-existent crumbs on the counter, avoiding his eyes. “You have dinner at parents on Christmas, yes?” 

    “Yeah.” 

    Ilya nods. “I can house-sit while you are away. Make place pretty, if you have decorations. Make it less boring.” 

    Shane’s eyebrows fly up. “What? You don’t want to come with?” 

    Finally, Ilya looks up at him. Hesitantly, he asks, “You want me to come with?” 

    Frowning, Shane says, “I– yeah. Yeah, of course. You think I invited you here just so you could spend Christmas alone?” 

    Looking away, Ilya shrugs. “I am intruder here, Hollander. You have family. I do not. Makes situation… difficult, maybe. You forget the world thinks we are rivals.” 

    “Not difficult,” Shane says immediately. “You want to come, you’re coming.” 

    Or: Ilya's in Montreal alone during the week leading up to the Winter Classic. Shane doesn't let him spend Christmas alone.

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    “Just hang up.”

    A very, very familiar Russian voice.

    What the fuck?

    Ilya goddamn Rozanov was with Shane, at the cottage. With Shane.

    Oh, holy fuck.

    Lily.

    Ilya.

    (hayden has a long standing dislike for ‘lily’. a second phone call at the cottage makes him dislike lily even more)

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    it’s christmas, and the world is quiet in shane’s apartment.
    ilya isn’t used to softness on days like this — or to gifts that don’t come with expectations.

    the scarf is warm, familiar, and unmistakably shane’s, and accepting it hurts in a way ilya doesn’t know how to explain yet.

    but shane stays, gentle and steady, letting christmas be something different this time.

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    "He imagined Shane would be similarly unforgiving if Ilya took his own
    life. Not that Ilya ever would. Unless he couldn’t help it." (The Long Game)

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    Two years after being diagnosed with depression, Ilya wants to commit suicide.

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