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  1. Rec 99

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    Body, eyes, hands, teeth.

    Or,

    “What? I dunno, I’ll just…” Yoshiki lifts his arm and bends it and is surprised to find how much it hurts. “Shit- wait…”

    Hikaru watches him struggle to even touch the top of his head, then lights up and suggests, “Hey, why don’t I do it?”

    “Do what?” Yoshiki mumbles, still preoccupied with figuring out the best way to go about showering.

    “Wash your hair.”

    Yoshiki keeps fidgeting with his hair for a second before he actually hears Hikaru, at which point he lowers his hands and turns around agonizingly slowly, like a rusted hinge that screeches when moved. “…What?"

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    16 Oct 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    wow the yearning is PALATABLE!!!!!

  2. Rec *

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    "You know," Hikaru says. "If the heat's too much of a problem, I can make myself colder. I could be, like, an icepack for you, if you want."

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    (About prey imagery, instinctive fears, sharing a bed, and the strange physicality of having a body.)

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    06 Oct 2025

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    so this hurt like a bitch so this is evil so this is everything to me so i want one million copies of this in fine print soon GOD hikaru’s characterization here is so lovely his animalistic longing GUH

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    “So, Neil, can you confirm?”

    Neil takes a shaky sip of water in an attempt to clear his windpipe. “Confirm what?” he croaks.

    “That Andrew has a big dick.”

    He almost chokes again. “How would I know?”

    Allison has the type of expression on her face that means she’s on a relentless hunt for gossip. “I thought you two were sleeping together.”

    Neil startles, confused. Incomprehensibly, Allison’s words make him flush, up to his ears and down his neck. “We’re not,” Neil says. “We’re just friends.”

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    Neil learns some new information, navigates his own feelings, and stumbles into a relationship in the process.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    ohly shit

  4. Rec 21

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    “This is—they ain’t gonna let us stay here,” you mutter, determined to explain as little as possible.

    “How come?” Hikaru asks. Damn it, he really doesn’t know.

    “Damn it, Hikaru, it’s a love hotel,” you say with exasperation, covering half your face with one hand.

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    30 Sep 2025

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    It hurts, presses hard right into the aching part of your chest like rebreaking a bone to set it right.

    almost cried tbh…

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    “I have rules,” Andrew says.
    “I’m leaving in two months,” Neil tells him.
    “Perfect. Tomorrow night?”

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    Looking for a reason, a reason to stay.

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    20 Sep 2025

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