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  1. Public Bookmark 60

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    It’s not that Dean wants to be unmated.

    Dean does want to be caught, someday. He wants his own mark, his own pups, he wants to smell their unpresented scents mixed in with the smell of mate and home, he wants to build his nest big enough they can all curl together — shifted or not — to know without a doubt that he is loved and wanted.

    Dean wants.

    Dean also needs to get his fucking shit together.

    He shakes his head, trying to dispel the melancholy that has been getting worse the last year, ever since he participated in a particular chase in Kansas, when he had gone to visit the Novak pack. It had been the one and only time Dean had caught a scent that made him almost trip, something salty and dark that he hasn't forgotten even a year later. And he hasn’t caught even a hint of it again, hadn’t even got more than a fleeting taste that day either.

    Man, since then Dean has been feeling his unmarked flesh more and more acutely. But he still runs, because he likes it. And he does hope that someday something changes.

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    20 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 87

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    Castiel is alive—which is fantastic, but with it comes the realization that Castiel is very much alive and five feet from Dean at all hours. In an effort to distance himself emotionally and also to investigate a spur-of-the-moment case, Dean finds himself in the awkwardest sexual situation of his life—getting cockblocked by the ghost of a nun in the back of a sex shop in coastal Florida.

    Except, as soon as he gets back to the motel, Castiel can't keep his hands to himself—and frankly, neither can Dean. In a series of events that he can barely keep track of, Dean juggles an obnoxiously horny store clerk, Castiel's apparent long-term love affair with Dean's everything, and a ghost that refuses to leave the three of them alone. Now, if only Dean could answer the question—how is it all connected, and why now, of all times, does he finally realize that he's in love with his best friend?

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    20 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 24

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    Cas comes back, buys a house, and takes care of Dean like he deserves.

    A twelve-month, twelve installment romp through retirement.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    Cas wants to try masturbating. Maybe from a safe distance - like the other end of a cellphone call - Dean can talk Cas through it.
    (Take two: both in the same place this time.)

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    18 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 46

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    After more than a decade on the road together, the boys drop in on Sam to celebrate his birthday, and spill the latest on the life he gave up years ago. Despite being closer than ever, Cas and Dean are both desperately lonely, so an intervention is staged--and it's quite possibly the most adorable intervention in the world! Sam's two boys are thrilled to see their uncle again - or maybe just excited to have a patient angel to practice their lasso skills on - and his tiny new daughter, Mary, is meeting Cas and Dean for the first time. But will the enticement of family be enough to keep Dean from driving off into the sunset alone when things with Cas hit the rocks?

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    18 Jan 2026