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   I shine only with the light you give me by sunshixie

   Fandoms: SEVENTEEN (Band)  

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
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   • Complete Work

   13 May 2025

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   • Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
   • Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi & Lee Chan | Dino
   • Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi
   • Lee Chan | Dino
   • Mentioned Choi Seungcheol | S.Coups
   • Mentioned Lee Jihoon | Woozi
   • Angst
   • Emotional Hurt/Comfort
   • Sad Lee Chan | Dino
   • Lee Chan | Dino-centric
   • Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi is a Good Friend
   • Dancer Kwon Soonyoung | Hoshi
   • Dancer Lee Chan | Dino
   • Jealousy
   • Self-Doubt
   • Exhaustion
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Hugs
   • Lee Chan | Dino Needs a Hug
   • Canon Related
   • Mild Language
   • Friendship
   • Angst with a Happy Ending
   • Sad with a Happy Ending
   • they make me SICK to my STOMACH
   • i love them sm
   • Men Crying
   • Crying
   • Emotional Constipation
   • Emotional Baggage
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Dancing
   • dancing until exhaustion as a way of self harm

   Summary

   Chan felt the fight leave him in slow, steady trickles. He was crumbling, all debris and dust and a heart swallowed up by anguished waves. And Soonyoung was watching it all happen in silent astoundment.

   “Tell me hyung,” Chan asked, and his eyes prickled with something he refused to feel. “What more do I need to do to be like you?”

   Everything stilled. Just for a second. And yet it felt like a lifetime.

   Or: Chan dances until he can't anymore, until his limbs ache and exhaustion drags him down to the ground. Even then, it's never enough. Not when there's always someone who shines brighter than you. It is up to Soonyoung to help him out of a dark place.

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   English

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