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now i’m covered in the colors (pulled apart at the seams) by doriangraysbitch
Fandoms: NMIXX (Band)
12 May 2026
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“Congratulations on debuting, Lily-ssi.”
Lily stares at her, jaw dropped open, until she realizes Haewon is desperately trying not to laugh at her. “Wha—!” She says, and watches Haewon burst into laughter. “That’s so mean!”
“Sorry,” Haewon says, though she doesn’t look sorry at all. “I guess you’re just stuck with me.”
“Ugh, I guess,” Lily says, pretending to roll her eyes, and Haewon laughs at her again, the low, deep, sincere laugh Lily has sometimes overheard when she’s joking with Yuna and the other trainees. Lily’s stomach performs several consecutive flips and cartwheels at the sound. The blue that drifts across then is lovely, a texture that pleasantly tickles Lily’s brain. She knows no one else’s laugh that does that to her— but then again, she knows no one else quite like Oh Haewon.
or: lily has chromesthesia, and can see colors in music and people's voices. oh haewon is the deep blue of the ocean.
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“I know you don’t love me,” Jinsol says. It comes out smaller than she intends it to — voice shaky, lip trembling slightly — but then again, she hadn’t meant for it to come out at all.
Or: How close is enough?
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On Instagram, Jiwoo had posted a photo of herself just about to kick Kyujin in the face, her foot a blurry missile inches away from Kyujin's head. Kyujin wore the resigned look of a woman who knew exactly what was about to happen. Jiwoo bore a grin that was, to Kyujin, extremely uncomplicated.
The caption said: night night ❤️
“I am going to find her and end her," said Kyujin.
“You will literally fight her at 5 PM tomorrow."
“And then I’ll end her.”
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or: Kyujin has lost every match against Jiwoo in the past 3 years. She's having a hard time figuring out why. -
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Every Monday, Haewon gets to watch Lily stretch. Lily stretching is not new. It is Lily preparing for choreography. It is Lily working.
It is also Haewon fighting for her life.
or: Haewon spends a whole week trying and failing not to look at Lily.
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07 May 2026
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lovely haely and lovely jjyukkyu written by a lovely person
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Momo: did you know koi can recognize you by the sound of your voice
Mina: Why are you thinking about koi at 5am, Momo.
Momo: okay it’s NOT a big deal but I hung out with Minatozaki-san last night and we talked about her koi a little bit
Mina: Are we going to talk about that or are you just going to recite koi facts?
Momo: did you know the most expensive koi sold for ¥200M
Mina: unsubscribe
--or: Momo's in a movie about a fictional woman inheriting a fictional inn. It's shot at Sana's real inn, which is in real trouble. And Momo's the only one who notices.
A story told through text messages, found documents, voice memos, and possibly a PowerPoint presentation.
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14 Apr 2026
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Haewon wishes. Lily gets sick.
A new star hangs in the sky.
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06 Apr 2026
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“No, no. It’s—“ Haewon stands, pushing her baggy hoodie sleeves up her skinny arms. “I asked to leave.”
“What-at?” Lily chokes out. Her mouth is suddenly so, so dry. “Why?”
Haewon’s eyes dart to the side. “Personal…reasons,” she says carefully.A week after the girls celebrate Haewon’s eighteenth birthday together, all Lily has ever dreamed of comes true. Well, most of what Lily has dreamed of.
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26 Feb 2026
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“So, like,” Lily finally thinks to ask, “where exactly are we going?”
“I don’t know,” says Haewon. “I just wanted to go.”
“Go where?”
“Away.”
It takes five years, but Haewon returns to Lily.
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22 Feb 2026
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“I miss you, Lily,” Haewon admits, voice low. I loved you, is what she doesn’t say. I think I still love you. She didn’t say it then, so she doesn’t feel Lily deserves it now.
Lily’s lips part in surprise. Her breath hitches. She can’t think that Haewon wouldn’t miss her, could she? Haewon doesn’t know how it’s possible. It’s practically pouring out of her at any moment in time— this thick, sticky longing for Lily that she doesn’t know what to do with. It has been since the day they met.
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22 Feb 2026
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There's a convenience store a few blocks from Haewon’s bus stop. It's technically in the wrong direction—technically not the closest to her apartment, either, but the closer option requires walking past her apartment and down another block, which feels worse somehow. She'd rather stop on the way home, even if it means walking a block in the wrong direction.
She likes to stop and eat before she gets home. She likes the twenty minutes of peace and quiet somewhere that isn't her dark, empty apartment, somewhere that feels marginally less lonely but devoid of the stresses of her everyday, devoid of the weight of academia and the smoke of the gogijib.
She likes Lily, too.
Or: Oh Haewon falling apart and falling in love.
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Bookmarked by sonardreams
22 Feb 2026