20 Works by spasticandviolent
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now i could call you (but i can't call you mine) by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
16 Apr 2025
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This was supposed to be an easy yes. This was supposed to be the happiest day of their lives, she’d imagined it forty different ways and it never ended with anything other than a soft and certain ‘yes’ followed by cheap champagne and celebrations.
A story told through a proposal, three weddings, and a funeral.
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what if i don't wanna be the lonely one? by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
15 Apr 2022
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But those questions are ones she’s been so eager to ignore, because they’re not really questions she wants to be asking herself. It’s just been so much simpler to continue living as they have been, and if Jackie’s been walking on eggshells a little bit, if she’s been ignoring her own inner turmoil - it’s been just to keep the peace with Shauna.
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- Part 3 of why we try
- Part 1 of why we try (chronological)
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show me your doubts and i'll make you believe by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
01 Apr 2022
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Jackie’s made it through four years of college, through countless parties, sleepovers, and cuddle sessions; she just needs to get through graduation tonight and then she’ll finally be able to have some space. It’s not that she doesn’t love spending almost every minute of every day with her best friend, but the amount of closeness over this last year especially, has been - well, it’s why she thinks her feelings have become overwhelming and impossible to turn off.
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- Part 2 of why we try
- Part 2 of why we try (chronological)
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what if you believed me and you were mine? (what if we could make it our whole lives?) by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
22 Mar 2022
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It’s beyond anything they really could’ve dreamed for themselves and Shauna was always meant for something bigger than Wiskayok, New Jersey.
She was always meant for things bigger than Jackie.
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- Part 1 of why we try
- Part 3 of why we try (chronological)
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you'll be the love of my life when i was young by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
27 Feb 2022
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But, she doesn’t find her mom on the other side of the door, instead she finds Jackie Taylor standing on her front step, a little unsteady with glassy eyes that say she’s been crying. A Toyota Camry that looks a lot like Tai’s pulls away down her street, and Shauna just shakes her head as she stands in the doorway.
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if it ain't a straight line (we're playing for the same side) by spasticandviolent
Fandoms: Yellowjackets (TV)
11 Feb 2022
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There’s a second where Shauna considers the four hour drive home, actually glances around her room for shoes and a coat, clocks the position of her car under the post, four spots in from the right. Jackie hasn’t been this honest with her in a long time; it’d be nothing to make that drive, to crawl into a bed she hasn’t been in since the summer, and give comfort to them both.
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Her mind wanders more and more to memories of a certain ex-girlfriend, thoughts of how a record company might handle this kind of thing, and if Beca is still living alone or if someone is living through the quarantine with her. It’s hard not to feel the dull ache when she remembers all the nights they’d spent holed up in bed like they’d already been under strict city orders.
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It would take eleven years for everything that's been right in front of her eyes to finally make any kind of sense. And she gets it, Chloe’s happy, in a way that Beca’s always wanted for her best friend, but she wonders now, standing at this fucking engagement party, if maybe she couldn’t have been the reason for that smile.
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The other problem is that she’d be leaving Karma. And yeah, two years after all the drama she’s trying to make that subpoint C instead of the title of the whole fucking outline - but she’d be lying if she acted like it wasn’t one of the major fucking reasons she can’t see herself leaving. Leaving Karma is almost as big of an idea as leaving home in general.
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And yeah, Amy’s there again, scooping her up, saying all of the comforting words that he didn’t. She’s whispering ‘sorrys’ and things like ‘we’ll do this together’ and although Karma knows they can’t possibly manage it with things like college and careers and relationships in the way – she kind of wants to believe Amy can save her from this.
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It’s not that Karma became your friend because you didn’t have anyone else, although she kind of did, it’s that there was something about her. From the time you were five-years-old, she’s had something that’s always made it all sorts of difficult to walk away from her.
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The problem is – this time you know what you feel for Amy. And this time those feelings might not be enough after what you did. This time it might legitimately be too late to be having your moment of clarity.
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You can’t really recall how you got here exactly because looking back there’s never been one specific moment that led to this downfall. This deterioration was so gradual that you barely even saw it happening until you looked across the table at Amy and wondered when was the last time you’d even talked about anything real.
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Sure, everyone says long distance doesn’t work. But if anyone was gonna make it work it was supposed to be them. They’ve always beat the odds – until now. Now, Amy is just walking away like they don’t have two decades worth of history. Karma doesn’t know why Amy made so many promises when she wasn’t going to follow through with any of them.
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First Day On A Brand New Planet by spasticandviolent for lazarus_girl
Fandoms: Faking It (TV 2014)
15 Apr 2015
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It’s been nine long months but the day is finally here - Karma’s having their baby. But it’s the longest day ever and nothing really goes to plan.
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To Wish Impossible Things by spasticandviolent for lazarus_girl
Fandoms: Faking It (TV 2014)
25 Mar 2015
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It’s just a normal rainy Saturday afternoon – until it isn’t. Karma gets a devastating call that sends her and Amy on an emotional road trip and lands them alone in a motel room.
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Amy decides to be honest with herself – she’s probably still in love with Karma. She probably always has been. But she’s pretty fucking sure it’s Karma’s fault because Karma’s never really been able to let go of her the way she should’ve when things became legit with Liam. (By that she means they still make out pretty regularly).
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10 years after the war & DH. The epilogue never happened. Harry is flooded with thoughts of a moment that has never left him. H/Hr implied. One shot.
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Blair has always felt second best. Never more than a sidekick to her blonde best friend, never more than who the golden boy was obliged to date, never more than someone he couldn't say "I love you" to. But maybe she's more than second best in his eyes.
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So yeah, she’s angry. Yeah, she’s jealous. Liam is around now like a barnacle on the bottom of a boat and it fucking hurts. And yeah, she gave them her blessing for Karma’s birthday. But shouldn’t she have known it meant ‘I’m barely getting these words out of my mouth so please don’t flaunt the fact that Liam has the piece of you that’ll always be just out of my reach.’