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    Remus Lupin has a congenital heart defect, and is awaiting an available heart for transplant. Sirius Black is an immature twenty-something, living with a couple other immature twenty-somethings. Both are obsessed with the same obscure book, which becomes their coping mechanism for navigating their instant and torrid love affair. Life, they discover, is precarious at best, but from each other, they learn how to make it something that's worth living.

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    25 Aug 2021

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    Never cried so hard in my entire life, I feel so empty. This fic took a part of my soul that I’ll never get back. I'm not joking I sat there for two whole hours and just cried and screamed.

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    Written as a bit of a bonus/gift for everyone who enjoyed reading All the Young Dudes, but specifically for everyone who wanted to know what happened to Grant, my OC from that fic.

    In two parts, because you know what I'm like.

    Set in 2016.

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    28 Oct 2022

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    When I finished ATYD I just felt empty and hollow inside and I think the only thing that kept me sane was the knowledge of still having to read this epilogue. I was reading Crimson Rivers and it got too much for me so I thought it was a good idea to finally read OOTB as a break from CR. HOWEVER. That didn't play out in my favor because at the end of this fic I broke down crying. I think it entirely hit me just NOW that I really finished ATYD and all the emotions came down on me all at once, like when you're bottling up all of your feelings because you don't want to deal with them at the moment and then it just explodes because you can't take it anymore. Yeah like that. I love Grant Chapman with my entire being and no OC in ANY fanfic on this planet will make me feel the way Grant did; I didn't know it was possible being THIS attached to an OC. I'm so so happy that he got his happy ending; this was truly the best way to end this masterpiece. Now if you'll excuse me, I'm gonna watch sad edits until I'm weeping so hard that I can't breathe properly.

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    When your family cancels on your summer vacation at the last minute, your roommate drags you along on her family’s annual wilderness camping trip. You weren't thrilled about spending a week surviving chaotic family games and sleeping in a tent, until you met her dad's best friend, Frank Castle. Tall, broad-shouldered, and fiercely protective, the single "uncle" immediately throws your sanity off balance.

    Between late-night confessions and shared jackets, surviving the outdoors is no longer your priority—getting railed against a pine tree before the week ends is.

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    12 Aug 2026

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    From the sound of it I always thought camping AUs are rather boring but WHOAHOHOHO absolutely not. Funny and adorable but also spicy!!

  4. Public Bookmark 46

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    Naruto hated Sasuke even though they grew up together and had the same friends.

    After a drunken game of seven minutes in heaven started a weird and sexy chain of events, Naruto is not so sure if what he feels for Sasuke is pure hatred, or something else.

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    03 Jan 2021

  5. Public Bookmark 97

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    In which your older next door neighbor shows up bloodied and beaten, and caring for him leads to confronting the dangerous tension between you both.

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    15 Aug 2026

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    FUCK