spiltmilkuser



Recent works

Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Ivan’s in his final year of college—broke, horny, and hopelessly in love with his best friend Till, who’s too busy pining after a lesbian to notice. So when Ivan stumbles on a camboy site while looking for ways to earn quick cash for Till’s birthday gift, he figures: why not?

    Enter Navi—masked, shy, and quietly alluring.

    To his surprise, people love him. Especially one anonymous viewer: L, one who tips big, praises generously, and always seems to know exactly what Ivan needs to hear.

    Under L’s gaze, Ivan discovers that he likes being watched and being... wanted.

    He likes being told that he’s pretty and good and that he deserves to be spoiled.

    What starts as a one-time experiment becomes addictive and Ivan slowly learns what it means to be desired, to feel powerful, to want.

    And when L turns out to be Luka—his dangerously charming, recently graduated senior—Ivan realizes some temptations are better explored offline.

    He just didn’t expect Luka to look at him like that.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,203
    Chapters:
    9/?
    Comments:
    401
    Kudos:
    1,897
    Bookmarks:
    278
    Hits:
    37,852

    06 Jul 2025

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Achilles, the sun casting its last rays around his head like a halo, resplendent and aureate.

    Achilles, the soles of his feet flashing pink as he sprints across the beach.

    Achilles, slender fingers plucking the strings of his lyre, eyes green like fresh pressed olives. His cat's smile.

    "Guess what I'm thinking about," he says.

    The robin that flew over our heads but a minute past. The dream he had last night of a ship with purple sails, its prow slicing the waves of the Aegean sea. The wooden amulet that hangs about the augur's neck. This and this and this.

    "I'll be the first hero to be happy," he would tell me years later. "You're the reason."

     

    A collection of all the scenes we didn't get to see in The Song of Achilles. Follows the timeline of the book.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    82,667
    Chapters:
    25/?
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    748
    Kudos:
    2,364
    Bookmarks:
    519
    Hits:
    74,629

    31 Jul 2021

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    take my heart and i'll lay down my weapon / break my shackles to set me free

    A complete retelling of The Song of Achilles from Achilles' point of view.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    63,221
    Chapters:
    20/20
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    169
    Kudos:
    2,423
    Bookmarks:
    548
    Hits:
    54,835

    31 Jul 2021

  4. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    In a different time and in a different place, two boys find that they inexplicably gravitate towards each other, their mannerisms as familiar to each other as something from a half-remembered dream ...
    (A university au that's not really a university au, you'll see what I mean)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    88,510
    Chapters:
    24/?
    Comments:
    176
    Kudos:
    541
    Bookmarks:
    114
    Hits:
    18,662

    30 Jul 2021

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Reki doesn't know the first thing about kissing and after a bit of light-hearted taunting, gets the idea to practice with Langa. They're best friends, aren't they? So they should help each other out. Boy lips couldn't be that different from girl lips anyway. Langa, meanwhile, knows this isn't a good idea. Yet, if having Reki to himself is ultimately impossible, then might as well take what he can get--even if it is going to be painful in the end.

    Their experimentation starts out innocently enough, but with curiosity and raging hormones at play, they might be too late by the time they go too far.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    173,623
    Chapters:
    22/22
    Comments:
    3,135
    Kudos:
    18,978
    Bookmarks:
    3,163
    Hits:
    559,374

    08 Mar 2021