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The other members cared for Jungwon; he was sure about that, but Ni-ki's care had grown to be different throughout time. It was too easy to melt into him, lean on him, forget about his problems when it was all wrong, and Ni-ki just... he let him. G.d, he felt so selfish, but he couldn't help leaning in to seal the small gap between them and press his lips against his. Of course, Ni-ki did nothing to push away and tenderly returned the kiss.
And there, as the blue hour's twilight period before sunrise began bathing the landscape in a deep, blue, cool-toned light, Jungwon fell back into the temporary but relieving comfort Ni-ki's arms gave him when his anchor wasn't nearby.
[Pls bring back Heeseung, I'm barely surviving]
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- Part 2 of One-Night Mistakes
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“We’re gonna have to be quick, alright, baby?” Heeseung said, voice low, nearly a whisper. Jungwon stared at him bunch up his skirt to his waist through the mirror, and only nodded. He hated being called baby; it was the nickname that made him notice Heeseung did not love him the same way anymore, and it made his eyes water. He used to be his kitten, now he could easily get confused with any fucking else. But he didn’t say anything, too scared to ruin it when he was finally getting what he wanted.
You see, Jungwon could give clear orders, give deadly stares to stop a fight, and fix problems between members. But he never wrapped his head around acting that way with Heeseung. Between them, Heeseung was the one who gave him orders. And no matter what it meant he had to do, Jungwon would comply. And now more than ever, in a limbo where he didn’t know if Heeseung would give it to him or leave, he made sure not to give him any reason to hesitate.
(What a fucking diabolical timing to post this, I've sobbed all morning)
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- Part 1 of One-Night Mistakes
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Fuck, did Taehyun always drown in his hoodies like that? It wasn't just oversized– the damn thing swamped him, hem grazing nearly mid-thigh, and Kai got dizzy imagining how it would look without the sweatpants he was wearing. Those sleeves bunched up past his delicate wrists, begging to be grabbed, and the shoulder lines sagged nearly to his elbows, slipping low. Every loose fold screamed vulnerability, and Kai just wanted to slide his hands under and feel that slim frame shudder under his touch...
Written for the Huekafest 2025 - [TN016]
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Tied to the Riffs of You by starfishthestarfish
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
17 Apr 2025
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Overrated.
Taehyun couldn’t understand what made Huening Kai so special. A band kid from abroad, fluent in four languages, a natural on stage— just another pretty face drowning in talent and charisma. Taehyun wasn’t impressed.
Not even when his stomach flipped whenever he heard him laugh— bright, loud, contagious, and unguarded.
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When Taehyun becomes a tutor for the new foreign transfer student, he expects nothing more than an annoying obligation. But Huening Kai, with his effortless charm and undeniable talent, keeps pulling him in. However, every step Kai takes toward the spotlight only pushes Taehyun further into the shadows. And yet, no matter how much distance grows between them, Taehyun can’t stop watching his friend. Can’t stop wanting.
Fame is a ruthless thing. And love, even more so. (This might be my second biggest masterpiece yet)
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Kai, a golden retriever hybrid, has just escaped from the lab where he was subjected to countless experiments. Running into the city, fear and distrust consume him- humans are cruel, dangerous, and never to be trusted. They'll only hurt him. But on that cold, rainy night, a small human finds him trembling on the streets and takes him in. And for the first time, Kai begins to understand what it truly means to have a home, to be owned, and to be loved.
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starfishthestarfish Kinktober 2024 by starfishthestarfish
Fandom Pentagon (Korea Band), Stray Kids (Band), TREASURE (Korea Band)
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with my back to the world before me (erase the shadows of the past). by astelune
Fandoms: ENHYPEN (Band)
25 Mar 2026
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He knew that his presence will bring them more harm than good. His mind traced back to him—and how easily that the person who he truly cared about, the person who he will risked it all for, will turn into a target, all because of him.
Riki exhaled, shoulders dropping with the action. "Yes, everyone."
"So be it. Let's hope you don't regret this, Spiderman."
In which, Riki made the decision of erasing everyone's memories of him as Spiderman. What he didn't expect was for his long-term crush—Yang Jungwon, to be his next door neighbor and to make matters worse, he's also in a relationship.
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04 Apr 2026
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#theskyissobeautifultoday by beemobeemogyu
Fandoms: TOMORROW X TOGETHER | TXT (Korea Band)
31 Aug 2025
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"But you know how people practice their breathing, right?"
"Yeah. Like the straws and balloons and stuff."
"They just practice kissing," Kai had said simply, against the back of Taehyun's neck.
In which Taehyun and Kai agree that kissing will relieve all their worries. It only proves to complicate their lives further.
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16 Sep 2025
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Written as a bit of a bonus/gift for everyone who enjoyed reading All the Young Dudes, but specifically for everyone who wanted to know what happened to Grant, my OC from that fic.
In two parts, because you know what I'm like.
Set in 2016.
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All the Young Dudes: Bootleg Tapes by MsKingBean89
Fandoms: Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling
28 Feb 2019
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A selection of short stories from various points in the 'All the Young Dudes' timeline. From different character POVs.
Basically I sometimes write little character studies that turn into longer pieces to help me get into other characters heads (besides Remus). That's what these are. Some of them provide background info for the goings on in All the Young Dudes.
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06 Sep 2025
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He leans his forehead against Beomgyu and whines. This can’t happen. This absolutely cannot happen. This will destroy them, their friendship, their band, their company, everything. There is no reality in which this works out. He thought about it too much, too often, to see any point in even trying. He was really supposed to bring Beomgyu here to talk some sense into him. But he can’t last two seconds without touching him when they’re alone and it will be the death of him.
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Yeonjun and Beomgyu are just friends. Friends who work together. Friends who can't keep their hands off each other. Friends. Right.
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03 Nov 2024