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    “What’s this for?” Roger asks sleepily, brushing John's fringe back where it’s falling in his eyes.

    John hums, pulling back with a soft smile. “Happy birthday, Rog."

    A slow smile spreads on Roger’s face. “Oh, yeah.”

    *

    Or, Roger's birthday doesn't go according to plan. They make the most of it anyway.

    Language:
    English
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    8,196
    Chapters:
    2/3
    Comments:
    28
    Kudos:
    48
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    734
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    "Roger..." John swallows. “I really need to use the bathroom,” he says quietly.

    Roger hums, skimming his hand up John’s waist under his shirt, making him shiver. “You can hold it a little longer, can’t you sweetheart?” he asks softly. “For me?”

    Language:
    English
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    2,208
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    19
    Kudos:
    99
    Bookmarks:
    6
    Hits:
    4,391
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    John can’t remember when the darkness first took root inside his chest.

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    Or, John is depressed. Roger tries his best to help.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    2,301
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    7
    Kudos:
    72
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    789
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    “How did you burn yourself making beans?”

    Or, the boys' first thanksgiving together. (And yes, I do know that British people don't celebrate thanksgiving but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯)

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    818
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    427
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    “Rog?” John says finally.

    “Hm?”

    “Can we…” he swallows, steeling himself. “I… I’m not sure if I’m ready for everything just yet.”

    *

    Or, John needs to take things slow. Roger doesn't mind.

    Series
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    English
    Words:
    843
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Kudos:
    34
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    508
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    John’s face is tipped up towards the sun, basking in the warmth of it against his skin, and when he finally opens his eyes to look over he finds Roger already looking back at him, a dopey sort of grin on his face and his blue eyes sparkling in the light.

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    Or, John and Roger manage to find an afternoon to themselves at Ridge Farm.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    914
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    1
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    498
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    Never in Ronnie’s life did she think that she might fall in love with a girl.

    She was raised in a traditional Catholic family, with traditional Catholic values. The life she grew up picturing for herself was one with a husband, a small army of kids, and a white picket fence. A normal, quiet life in the countryside with a man who works hard to provide and then comes home to her at the end of each day. The possibility of her life turning out any other way never even occurred to Ronnie.

    That is, until Johanna stumbled into her life.

    Literally.

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    Or, Johanna and Ronnie's first time meeting.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    728
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    16
    Hits:
    143
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    "Just…” Ronnie laughs awkwardly. “I don’t really know what to do.”

    For a moment, Johanna feels so hopelessly endeared by her girlfriend that she swears she can feel her heart skip a few beats inside her chest.

    “That’s alright,” she tells Ronnie gently, and when Ronnie looks at her with those big, round eyes, so trusting and lovely, Johanna smiles encouragingly. “We’ll go nice and slow, yeah?”

    *

    Or, it's Ronnie's first time. Johanna teaches her what to do.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    474
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    16
    Hits:
    238
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    “Is it too much?" Roger asks gently.

    John hesitates.

    Roger strokes John’s sweaty hair back from his forehead. “You can tell me if it is,” he says, his voice soft.

    *

    Or, John and Roger try something new. John doesn't end up liking it as much as he thought he would.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    491
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    42
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    839
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    It’s raining outside, the sound of it smattering against the windowpane almost deafening in the quiet, and John can’t stand this.

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    Or, John and Roger make up after their fight. Sequel to the last part in the series, "i give you my devotion (my only remedy)"

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    997
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    31
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    419
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    It takes John a long moment to figure out what woke him up.

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    Or, Roger is up late cramming for an exam. John is sleepy.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    330
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    38
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    502
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    John doesn’t like fighting with any of them, but he especially doesn’t like fighting with Roger.

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    Or, they're recording their first album. Tensions are high. Relationships are hard.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,448
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    47
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    552
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    “What if he never gets better?”

    Brian doesn’t know what to say to that. He thinks for a long moment, trying to fish any coherent thoughts out from somewhere inside the deep, aching sadness that’s swallowing him up inside. He wants to reassure Roger— and himself— he wants to say firmly “he will,” and have that be the end of the discussion. He can’t.

    “I don’t know,” he answers finally, honestly.

    It seems to be what Roger was expecting. And then,

    “I don’t want to lose him, Bri.”

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    4,176
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    61
    Bookmarks:
    7
    Hits:
    1,351
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    the boys spend their first night together in their new flat. vodka is involved.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    499
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    45
    Bookmarks:
    2
    Hits:
    362
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    For what feels like the millionth time, Brianna finds herself feeling incredibly grateful for the little life she’s built here with Johanna out in the countryside.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,230
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Collections:
    1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    17
    Hits:
    239
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    Johanna peels the orange with steady hands, the sweet smell of citrus floating outwards to fill the room. She’s humming along to My Sweet Lord, a little off-key as always, and when she glances over Brianna is looking up at her with a wide, crooked sort of smile, all bright eyes and warmth, and Johanna feels a grin spreading on her own face.

    “What?” she laughs.

    Brianna’s smile widens. “Nothing.”

    *

    Or, Brianna and Johanna share an orange, and an afternoon together.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    5,601
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    36
    Bookmarks:
    3
    Hits:
    549
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    a couple anons asked me to post my tumblr blurbs to ao3 so they can read them all in one place, so here ya go!

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    18,876
    Chapters:
    30/?
    Comments:
    3
    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    2,083
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    “Alright?” Roger whispers against his lips.

    Brian swallows. “Yeah,” he breathes. “I just… I don’t really know what to, um…” he trails off awkwardly.

    Roger smiles, feeling hopelessly endeared by his boyfriend. “Don’t worry,” he murmurs. “I’ll show you. We’ll go slow okay?”

    Brian nods, opening his eyes to look up at Roger.

    Roger eyes him carefully. “Tell me if you want to stop, okay?”

    “Okay.”

    “Promise?”

    “Promise.”

    *

    Or, Brian is insecure about his lack of experience. Roger shows him there's no reason to be.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,170
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    64
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,548
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    “Hey,” he coos, running a hand slowly through Brian's hair, “it’s ok sweetheart. You’re safe, you’re right here with me. I’m not gonna let anything hurt you.”

    *

    Or, Brian has nightmares. Roger just wants him to be okay.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,245
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    78
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    1,330
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    Brian’s eyebrows furrow, confused. “You made this?” He asks incredulously. “Like from scratch?”

    “I mean, I found part of it in a dumpster, but I fixed it up and added some bits and pieces," John shrugs.

    Brian looks at him in shock. “You made this for me?”

    *

    Or, John is looking for that big romantic gesture to win over Brian. He finds it in a dumpster.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    987
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    66
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    607

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