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"Sirius, when will this end?"
"When I graduate."
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"I will figure it out."
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AkA: When Sirius Black tells Severus Snape about Remus's condition, he hides himself away from his friend's, and almost kills himself while the people around him try to lift him back up. Will his friends ever forgive him, or will he just have to move on.TW: ED, he don't mean too, but forgets to eat at some points.
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12 Jul 2025
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Regulus was studying in the library when he overhears a conversation about his boyfriend.
More specifically, how this girl got fucked by him last night, last night when James spend the entire night with Regulus. He needs to put these rumors to an end.
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19 Mar 2025
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“ Sirius, I don’t understand what you want me to do?I’m sorry”
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Or Sirius Black has a breakdown because he feels like everything is his fault and he can’t do anything right.
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04 Feb 2025
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James stared at the number on the scale. It was higher than last time, what had he been doing wrong? He had skipped meals more than ever, he had taken walks and avoided his friends. He had started this in hopes he'd look as beautiful as Sirius. James was jealous of the way their collar bones stuck out, jealous of the way her hip bones seemed to be trying to poke out of their skin. He knew it was wrong, wrong to feel this way about his best friend. James knew it was wrong to starve himself. But it was better than cutting himself. Right?
Well, clearly not. James need to skip more, he craved that hallow feeling in his stomach. Food made him want to cry and it made him feel ill. The only downside to trying to make himself perfect for his someone is that he judged all his friends when they ate. James would never say anything out loud but he wondered how they simply ate, not caring about how they looked. And he was jealous of how little Sirius tried to be perfect, how much he ate and still stayed skinny. He resented it, he was so fucking jealous. And James was jealous of Peter. James was jealous of how Peter was confident with his body.
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- Part 1 of James' ED
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02 Oct 2024
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Sirius Black exposes Remus’s biggest secret to Snape.
Rightfully so the Marauders begin to ignore him and Sirius never really had positive or ‘good’ coping mechanisms.
Therefore, he does what he knows best.
He self destructs.
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- Part 2 of Marauders
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17 Jun 2024