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    Wei Ying is still not looking at him. “It just hurt too much, suddenly. And I was scared. I got afraid, terrified, that I’ll come and you won’t be here.” He unfurls his fists, smoothes his hands over his jean-clad thighs, grips them, like he needs to hold onto something. “I know… I know you don’t have to let me into your life,” he whispers. “And I understand I might not be wanted here. It’s been so long once we... But I just… I thought we could try to, still… maybe, we could try and be…”

    Lan Zhan’s chest expands, then hollows. 
    “… friends?” He finishes for him. His voice sounds foreign, sounds dead. 

    “Or something,” Wei Ying says. He turns his head around, meets Lan Zhan’s eyes. His face is pale and open, cracked into a vulnerable shape. “I’m still… you’re still very dear to me. I don’t think what we did back then was right. I’m sorry if you think otherwise, but I know that, for me, before everything, we were… good friends. No matter what happened after.”

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    [former best-friends/lovers meet again, six years later.
    only now, something is different.
    something is very, very wrong.]

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    24 Nov 2021