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  1. Rec 14

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    Svetlana knows Ilya's bummed that his boyfriend is dating Rose Landry. (Has Ilya confirmed one word of that is true? Of course not, but Svetlana knows him better than he knows himself.) So she sets out to break Shane and Rose up.

    How is she going to do that? Time to seduce Rose Landry.

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    24 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 98

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    Buck knows he’s fucked up.

    Goddamn, this is so fucked up. But he can’t stop.

    Self-hatred is a familiar bile rising in his throat. It spills up and over and passes his teeth and lips to erase the love he’s been swallowing from everyone’s leftovers. The love he’s tried so many times to steal and recreate and claw at with you're too much, Evan burned into the skin under his fingernails

    He barely makes it to the bathroom before he’s puking in the toilet, struggling to get down without hitting his head. His knee burns.

    Would it be better if he lost his leg? Would it be better if he didn’t have as much of a leg to feel pain in? Would it be better for everyone if the blood thinners took him out in the backyard? Would it be better if the 3 minutes and 17 seconds stretched into forever so he wouldn’t be haunted by the phantom of his dead heart? Would it be better if he was shot?

    Buck will never be able to erase his pain—physical, emotional, and otherwise. For the most part, he’s lived with it. Tolerated the aches of his heart and limbs. But there are people who notice and refuse to let him deal with it on his own. Buck just has to believe he deserves to be helped.

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  4. Rec 30

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    There's a feeling that happens sometimes, when you're on a call and everything settles within itself. The air stills, dust particles pause mid air, and the hair on your arms stands on end.

    All right before something goes horribly wrong.

    Many things happen in quick succession.

    Firstly, a series of loud car horns can be heard from below.

    Second, a large crack forms itself on the surface of the bridge.

    Third, chaos follows.

    The ground itself shakes beneath Buck's boots, splits itself apart, and falls.

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  5. Rec 71

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    “Eddie!” Bobby snapped, the tone of his voice making Eddie flinch back slightly. He’d never heard a bite like that in the man’s voice. “It’s Buck, Eddie!”

    Eddie’s blood ran cold at Bobby’s words. “What did you just say?”

    The look on Bobby’s face turned grim. He seemed to age several years right in front of Eddie.

    “It’s Buck. God, Eddie, it’s Buck in that car."

     

    Or: Buck is involved in a bad car accident. The 118 responds to the call, not aware what they're about to walk into.

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