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    the anatomy of a bird heart in slow decay by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)  

    26 Feb 2026

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    “I used to be so mad that she was gone sometimes, but it’s okay. I forgive her. I would forgive her every time.”

    Something in Yuna’s eyes fractures, like a bird bone under the sole of a shoe. “Your mother is very lucky, then.”

    “Yuna,” Ilya says, and he tries very hard to not look at Shane, to not see the unforgiving, enduring hurt in his eyes when he looks over at his mother, so far away from her that he can’t come home, even though he desperately wants to. He looks at Yuna instead, and somehow, even as he braces against the ice-cold concrete and lets the sound of the whistling wind settle in his ears and has been looking at her for a long time now, he finds himself entirely unprepared for familiar Yuna’s eyes will be when she turns her gaze from the distant streetlamp to him. “You’re very lucky too.”

     

    Shane Hollander is a ghost with a comatose body that won't work, unable to move on because his mom won't come visit him. Ilya Rozanov is the only person who can see and hear him, and against all odds, this is still a love story.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    i carry your heart(i carry it in my heart) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types  

    18 Apr 2026

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    Hollander’s eyes slid past him, stopped, came back and held, his eyes widening. Ilya smiled, a mocking curve of his mouth, and raised his cup in acknowledgment. Number one, he mouthed, and while he couldn’t be certain in the dim light of the bar, he thought he saw Hollander flush.

    Then his chin lifted, challenging, and Ilya felt something hook behind his ribs, a sharp tug, like a fish on a line.

     

    Or: Ilya Rozanov and Shane Hollander make a deal - whichever of them debuts as a #1 NYT bestseller owes the other a blowjob

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    Be around for the next day by for larkspur_9

    Fandoms: 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù, 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    15 Sep 2023

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    Wei Ying owns a lucky red leather jacket that’s gotten him laid countless times. When he wears it out, someone’s going home with him. He doesn’t care who. He’s not picky. What matters is the jacket works, every time.

    Then he meets Lan Zhan.

    [Or, the leather jacket AU.]

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    19 Sep 2023

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    Out of the darkness, into the day by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV)  

    15 Apr 2022

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    Wei Wuxian laughs again. "Lan Zhan. Lan Wangji. Hanguang-jun. What an honor it is, to be graced by your presence today. Have you come to take me back to the Cloud Recesses with you?"

    He doesn’t say, please take me back. Doesn’t say, sometimes I wish you’d taken me back with you all those years ago.

    But Lan Zhan shakes his head, small and deliberate, the tiniest, most devastating shift in the world. Wei Wuxian exhales audibly.

    "Wei Ying. I have come to ask you to take me away with you."

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    Three years ago, Lan Wangji and Wei Wuxian saved the world. Now the world has moved on and they are left to pick themselves up and start anew. It takes them a while to figure it out. (A post-canon CQL getting together story.)

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    06 Nov 2022

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    Alexandria by

    Fandoms: 陈情令 | The Untamed (TV), 魔道祖师 - 墨香铜臭 | Módào Zǔshī - Mòxiāng Tóngxiù  

    07 Jan 2020

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    So much has been lost to the fire. So much history, so much knowledge, so much of the soul. And then there he is, beautiful and ancient and loved by Time. He almost looks alive. What kind of person was he? What kind of life did he lead? Lan Wangji wants so much to know, it's a physical ache. If only he could...
     

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    Wei Ying is from a time of sword fights and honorable sects. But when he wakes up from an ice slumber, he's a thousand years in the future of a world that has moved on without him. He learns as much as he teaches the attentive, serious and precious scholar he calls Lan Zhan.

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    28 Jul 2021