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  1. Rec 45

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    “Do I talk in my sleep?” Nico asks Euijoo one day.

    Euijoo purses her lips, considering this for a moment. “No, I don’t think so,” she says. “At least, I’ve never heard you saying anything. Why do you ask?”

    “Just curious,” Nico says lightly.

    She has to check, just to make sure. She’s worked so hard to keep her secret from Euijoo so far and doesn’t want to ruin it with something stupid like that. Living so close to her feels dangerous. Makes it worse, like there’s no room behind her ribcage for anything else besides her heart.

    [In which Nico has always been in love.]

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    04 Nov 2025

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    “You’ve been dating for a year and a half,” Jiwoong says, “What do you mean not that serious?”

    “Ah…” Zhang Hao starts and then stops himself.

    There’s no excuse he can give them that will make them understand, not unless he admits this whole relationship is a sham.

    Zhang Hao never meant for his small white lie about having a boyfriend to spiral so far out of control. Hiring Hanbin to play the part was supposed to be a simple transaction, but with every fake date they go on, the line between pretend and something real begins to blur.

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    19 Sep 2025

  3. Rec 88

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    “What are you doing here?”

    How is he supposed to explain this?  That he's following a breadcrumb trail left behind by versions of Hanbin who haven’t met him yet. He thinks of the Hanbin who cried in his backyard, who didn’t speak Mandarin, who didn’t even recognize him until the last second. Who looked at him like he was a lifeline just before he vanished.

    He thinks about all the things Hanbin won’t say, and all the things Zhang Hao has figured out anyway, by paying attention, by collecting every fleeting moment and trying to stitch them into something whole.

    He doesn’t know what happens next. But he knows that he wants to find out, and that he’s tired of waiting.

    “I’m coming to find you.”

    Zhang Hao is just trying to survive college when Hanbin appears in his dorm room, and then vanishes before he can ask who he is. Over and over, Hanbin returns, sometimes older or younger, and always out of order. Zhang Hao may not know what the future holds, but he knows he's slowly starting to fall for the time traveler that keeps coming back to him.

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    05 Sep 2025

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    Ouughhthhfbhhgg

  4. Rec 79

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    "Nothing is wrong with you, Qubing.”

    It’s too much. Gyuvin wants him to stop talking. This is only their second session and already Ricky has opened him up and found every tiny little bit of darkness he’s been hoping would go away on its own for months, and he feels too exposed.

    “I think it’s a bit too soon for you to make that assessment,” Gyuvin says, and they both know he’s not talking about his body.

    “I think I would say that regardless,” Ricky responds, with a bit of an edge to it.

    or: Ex-Olympic hopeful Gyuvin attempts to move on with his life with physical therapy. Ricky is his physical therapist.

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    30 Jul 2025

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    Beautiful. No notes.

  5. Rec 22

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    Seoul is dying—a slow drowning, a prolonged consumption by spirits and ghosts. Blessed with the supernatural ability to interact with this encroaching spirit realm and cleanse those that torment the living, for years Hanbin and the agency he founded has been holding back the tide.

    But Hanbin has been missing for one year, six months, and twenty-six days.

    In his absence, Matthew and Zhang Hao struggle to carry on and to love each other as wounded pieces of a former whole.

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    08 Jul 2025

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    Aughhgahhg I was slightly hesitant at first bcs throuple fics are hit or miss for me but I should've known u'd never let me down.. Lord forgive me for not reading this fic immediately when I first saw it