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“You're really gonna drink all that?” Asked Sam, concern and judgement obviously battling it out inside his head. From his tone, concern seemed to be winning for now.
“Well it’s not doing any good sitting in the bottle is it?” Dean said as he took another swig.
Three days after Dean is released from the hospital following his face-off with Alastair, Dean returns to their motel with a bottle of whiskey and his guilt and pain threatening to overwhelm him. Faced with a brother who is becoming increasingly terrifying, he begins to drink and let his mouth run, despite Sam's best efforts to get him to stop.
Set post s04e16 On the Head of a Pin
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On paper, he was a hero. But in reality, his reflection was just a scared little boy. Is this how heroes are meant to feel? Hollowed out and terrified, racked with doubt over whether the monsters they'd slain were truly gone? Wondering if they’d failed?
Following the events in Wadsworth, Dean suffers through the beginning of his nightmares about what he saw there and decides to reach for something to take the edge off.
Pre-series. Set after the flashbacks in S15e16 Drag Me Away (From You)
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Whatever John’s game was, he wasn’t playing fair. And Dean was left wondering how he could ever win.
After collecting Dean from Sonny's Home for Boys, John drives his family through the country into the heat of Arizona and coldly deposits his boys back into school. Dean finds his way into his school's wrestling team again and attempts to recapture the normality he'd experienced at Sonny's, but is soon taught by his father that their life has no place for 'normal'.
Pre-series. Set after the flashbacks in S09E07 Bad Boys
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Searing white hot anger pulsated through his entire body. Dean wanted nothing more than to sink his own teeth into the monster’s arm in revenge and finally taste something. After all, it was an eye for an eye. Or in this case- an arm for an arm.
The only food source in Purgatory is Dean, but what if he developed his own taste for the creatures who hunted him?
Set post-season seven and during season eight- AU canon divergence
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He shut the book in horror. It’s awful details of welded metal sinking to the bottom of the ocean bed as he sunk with it. Would the salt-water leak in slowly or fast? Maybe it would drench his clothes and steal his breath whilst Michael screamed and raged inside his head, beating himself bloody against the door that held him until it finally came loose with such explosive force that it would practically render him brain-dead.
“You’d be nothing but blood and bone.”
Dean struggles with the horror of building his own prison and accepting his fate.
Set across s14e10, e11 and e12
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“Because sometimes it’s hard to see where the monsters end and the humans begin.”
The consequences of living life on a battle field manifest in various different ways and Dean Winchester, as always, was caught in the Crossfire of his family's inner war between a father and his youngest son.
These are the tales of a childhood that was less than perfect and the three separate roles that each Winchester found themselves in- Instigator, General, and Referee.
This series is predominately set pre-series and explores parental abuse mainly centered around Dean.
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Set during 2x20 WIAWSNB but after an unspecified point mid s9 (will make sense when reading!). Dean didn't wake up when he thought he did. Now Sam is left to help put the pieces together as Dean grapples with the fact that the last several years (plus many more down below), were a lie that spanned a mere three days. Sam is left to wonder what really happened as Dean struggles to remember what's real and what's not. Plus Bobby.
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24 Feb 2022
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Written for the prompt at hoodie_time: Pre-series: Dad and Sam keep fighting. Dean can't fix his family, so he fixes things around the crappy apartment they are staying in eg. shelves, washing machine, heater/air conditioner.
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10 Feb 2022
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Missing Scenes for 1.12 "Faith." They're both in new territory here, both uncomfortable with these roles. Sam, the caretaker, and Dean, the one needing care. The one needing a strong hand on his arm and another wrapped around his waist just to make it the fifteen steps across a small motel room to collapse into bed. Mild language.
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09 Feb 2022
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Dean is driving the car.
That’s all he’s doing. He’s got his eyes on the road, and hasn’t spared a glance at Sam for a solid forty minutes.
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29 Dec 2021
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Dean's relationship with stealing.
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15 Nov 2021