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  1. Public Bookmark 17

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    Reiner never thought love would smell like mold and cigarette ash.

    He’s standing at Eren’s sink again, hands wrist-deep in water that’s colder than it should be, scrubbing at dishes with a sponge that’s gone soft in the middle. His shoulders ache from work, but Eren’s hair hasn’t been washed in days, and if Reiner doesn’t do it, nobody will.

    “you’re fussing again,” Eren calls from the couch. His voice is lazy, like it’s too much effort to move his mouth all the way.

    Reiner glances over. Eren’s sprawled across the cushions, hoodie bunched at his ribs, the drawstrings knotted so tight they could choke. His pupils are blown wide — too wide for the dim light — and Reiner’s chest tightens. He wants to believe it’s just the weed, not anything harder, not again.

    “You said you quit.”

    Eren shrugs, slow and careless. “For you, yeah. But you’re still here, so…”

    Reiner doesn’t answer. His hands are shaking now, the sponge slipping in his grip. He wants to scream, or maybe just lie down and sleep for a week.

    “You know I’d be dead without you.”

    And maybe that’s true. But Reiner’s not sure anymore if Eren’s surviving, or if he’s just holding Reiner hostage with the idea of it.

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    22 Nov 2025

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    The year is 1986 when Ichigo leaves Japan, and his college roommate, Grimmjow, behind to finish school in America. He tells himself a lot of things. Like how he didn't run away, how he's straight. How he doesn't miss that feral smile and how he definitely wasn't in love.
    It takes ten years for him to come home with only his pretenses for luggage.
    Starting a new job as an elementary school teacher is as exhilerating as it is terrifying.
    A lot can change in a decade, but not everything.
    Never everything.

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    16 Sep 2025

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    Best fuckin fic ever

  3. Public Bookmark 29

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    The image on the screen is grotesque. 

    It always seems to be when he watches movies with Mahito. 

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    04 Apr 2024

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  4. Public Bookmark 58

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    Society may be a scam, but sometimes you can scam it back.

    Enter: Eren.
    The best of social scam artists and the human incarnation of a parasite.


    (or, the dysfunctional ererei cyberpunk au absolutely nobody asked for)

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    16 Apr 2023

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  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    “Could you meet me here instead?”

    “Where is here?”

    Reiner hates how quickly he asks. He hates the chuckle it gets out of Eren, so self-satisfied and cocky. He can almost see his inhumanely white teeth glinting into a smirk.

    “I’m surprised you even have to ask. You know it’s the same party where we first met, right?’’

    Reiner’s mouth turns dry.

    Oh. Oh.

    OR: Eren and Reiner scrape by with a warning from the janitor that caught them fucking on University property. Now, hellbent on reminding Reiner of who he belongs to, Eren invites him to a party that brings back a few memories that Reiner would rather forget. Unfortunately for him, Eren is rarely forgiving, and often possessive.

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    16 Apr 2023

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