taytay2051
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After the lawsuit Buck asks a million what ifs; what if i died in the explosion, what if i had the PE when no one was around, what if Chris didn't survive the tsunami, what if I didn't make survive the tsunami, what if i lost the law suit, what if i never filed the lawsuit, what if i had been fired, what if i had been transferred, what if i quit before the lawsuit, what if i never even joined the 118, what if i stayed with the seals, what if eddie and i never got together before this mess, what if, what if, WHAT IF...
what if i end it all...
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OR: Evan "Buck" Buckley isn't sure how he could have made things better between him and the rest of the 118 following the lawsuit. While on the outskirts with the team a month after returning, being man behind the whole time and essentially the 118 cleaner, he starts spiraling into a million what ifs. At the end of the day buck has to face the what ifs he never wanted to face: What if he cant fix this anymore, what if this is where he leaves, what if its time to go back to his first found family because this one died when he got crushed by a piece of municipal equipment while on shift. What if he only had a place with the SEALs...
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And Still I Wait by GlassOfLeomonade
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
21 Apr 2025
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He doesn’t speak English.
He flinches at light.
He doesn’t respond to his name — because they never let him keep one.HYDRA turned Peter into something else.
S.H.I.E.L.D. found the weapon.
The Avengers found the boy.Now they’re trying to help him find himself.
But healing doesn’t happen overnight — and Peter’s past isn’t done with him yet.Series
- Part 1 of All Marvel works by Leomonade!!
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23 Apr 2025
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Take on the World by niamhlouisew
Fandoms: Spider-Man: Homecoming (2017), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
23 Mar 2025
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Peter Parker is homeless. After the death of his last remaining family member, his Aunt, he finds himself living on the streets. The only thing worth living for is his alter-ego, Spider-Man. As Spider-Man, Peter can be brave. He can stop bad things happening. He can be witty, funny, sarcastic. He can be okay. When he's Spider-Man, he doesn't have to think about how pathetic or useless his life is.
Spider-Man is a vigilante, and the Avengers don't like that. Soon they decide to try and catch him to question him. What happens when they find the broken, malnourished fifteen year old underneath the mask?
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Peter is broken and severely depressed. He thinks life is no longer worth living. He needs a family. Soon enough, the Avengers become that for him.
(including a SI field-trip, Peter getting kidnapped, Peter being homeless, all the good stuff into one fan fiction) ;)
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07 Apr 2025
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Home Is Where Your Heart Is by arcticjaybird
Fandoms: Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game), Dream SMP
08 Oct 2022
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It’s quiet. Tommy doesn’t like it when it’s quiet.
Tommy was loud. Tommy was combative and hostile and defensive and aggressive. Tommy was destructive. He knows he’s a problem child, constantly getting into trouble and wrecking any semblance of a family he might have left. But he doesn’t stop- he prefers the disgusted looks and constant new faces to the heartbreak that comes with caring.
Tommy’s been bounced from home to home for most of his adolescence. This place is supposed to be a new start with people who care, but Tommy can’t bring himself to open up. He knows it’ll only end in pain and bitterness. He has his friends and support system, and he tells himself it’s all he needs.
“We’re here.” He was told. “Try not to fuck this one up.”
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30 Sep 2022
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i'm not a fighter (i haven't been for a long time) by bees_go_buzzbuzz
Fandoms: Dream SMP
13 Mar 2024
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Truthfully, Orpheus knew this was stupid, even for him.
But he really wanted some of those muffins that Siren had brought to their last meeting, and he couldn’t be bothered to change for one measly child.
I mean, the kid in front of him couldn’t have been more than seventeen.
So he watched, waiting for a reaction that never came, and Tommy tilted his head with furrowed brows.
“Are you going to order, or just stare at me until we close?”
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Tommy is complacent in his life. He's got a job with people he trusts, a sort-of-brother, and enough money to manage on his own when they age out of the system. He's doing perfectly fine for himself, thank you very much, and he doesn't need the sort of family that this Phil guy keeps trying to offer him.
Or, Tommy heals a villain and has to deal with the consequences of his actions.
Author does not support Wilbur Soot, Dream, Georgenotfound, or Sapnap. Any mentions to them in the story originate from a time before the Wilbur Soot situation was made public and do not reflect my current hatred for them. This is not a safe space for their supporters.
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09 Jul 2022
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Hunters are trailing Tommy. This is a collection of little run-ins
(Pls I’m so bad at summaries, just read it I promise it’s decent)Series
- Part 4 of Wolfy Tommy AU
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11 Apr 2022