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  1. Public Bookmark 31

    The Only Girl I've Ever Loved by

    Fandoms: Alien Stage (Web Series)  

    21 Apr 2026

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    "Not thinking of marriage yet? We're pushing 30, man."

    Ivan's eyes skidder to the side, to the bundles of clouds above, like splotches of ink. The city is alive all around them, the noise of traffic and faraway voices insulated, muted within that private moment.

    "I told you, Till. There was only one girl I've ever loved."

    The cigarette is flickered to the snowy ground below. Till's face curled in incredulity, something Ivan can tell even without looking.

    "Still? It's been nearly ten years. You said you only saw her once."

    Wild, choppy gray hair, his button nose is pink, cheeks flushed in the cold, made warm by alcohol. Crackled, thin lips, barely parted. Teal, sharp eyes. Naive. Earnest. Stunningly oblivious.

    "I'd still wait a lifetime, just to see her again."

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    Ivan was never allowed to be anything other than perfect, even if he, himself, knew he was beyond salvation from the start.

    An exploration on repression, guilt, self loathing, and a love that refuses to die, refuses to even be called love.

    Ivan could only ever adore a woman that didn't exist.

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    28 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 19

    chasing butterfly by ,

    Fandoms: 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Anime), 鬼滅の刃 | Demon Slayer: Kimetsu no Yaiba (Manga)  

    31 Dec 2025

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    Because I want you to live, she once said to Giyu when she was still an angry little nurse. Even if you don’t want to.

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    Shinobu fell first, but Giyu fell harder. People like her—beautiful, talented, bright—don't fall in love with the likes of him, Giyu tells himself. But it doesn't matter, because it's too late.

    This is how GiyuShino fell in love in between the events of the manga.

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Pray The Trees Will Get Their Leaves Soon by

    Fandoms: Naruto  

    10 Jul 2025

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    Reconciling the past while finding their paths toward the future, Hinata and Sasuke are drawn into each other's lives.

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    10 Jan 2026