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    Everything hurt. Did everything always feel this bad? His arms felt like lead and like his eyelids were weighed down with 20 pound weights.

    Wait.

    Wait wait wait, hold on a moment, hold the phone, what?! No, this shouldn’t be happening. He shouldn’t be feeling things. He should be dead! In some painless limbo or whatever the hell happened after dying.

    He definitely shouldn’t be able to feel the warmth of a blanket wrapped tightly around him

    Or; One failed suicide attempt later, Shang Qinghua is left having to rebuild his life and learn how to live again.

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    14 Apr 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this series is so so peak oh my God. The first part felt so devastating and perfectly captured the hopelessness SQH felt.

    This part was such a sweet way to continue Qinghua's story. Such a sweet tribute to the precious blorbo. I love how the author put so much care into the dialogue and the dynamics the characters have with each other. This fic and the previous one was a pleasure to read and I can't wait to read the next one.

    The narration is so engaging and I love how the author executed the characterization of the characters.

    God it's also such my guilty pleasure to read works that include "being there during your worst" situations.. SQH is so babygirl here too